thinkofsomething

i dare you.

it seems like two weeks since my last post. but, it's only been four days. that must say something.

i realized, long ago, that even if some one had read that, they wouldn't know that song, or recognize that movie.

but here it is: the west is dead.

ditched two cars and everything i owned in Indiana.
then i came back here to begin.
and...
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gonna be,
gonna be,
your broken,
broken man...

p.s. -you know i'm training to be a cage fighter.

p.p.s. -i hate people who use quotes. (especialy ones from pop media culture)

p.p.p.s. -people who have saved my life more times than it is worth: Matt, Mark, Nik, Mom, Dad, and that part of me that is too much of a pussy to be decisive.

so, i know, i can't complain. things have been going incredibly well lately. but i'm terrible with waiting, and with everything but my car ready for my relocation to the west coast, i'm freaking out a little. by now, my sinusses are crammed with a rediculous mixture of foreign substances, and i'm not sure whether my body shutting down is going to help my state...
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nobody likes me,
everybody hates me,
guess i'll go eat worms.

...but even if you trip over my bloated corpse,
check out my book at: http://www.trafford.com/4dcgi/view-item?item=8082 or
www.amazon.com/exec/obidos/tg/detail/-/1412049326/qid=1111601308/sr=1-11/ref=sr_1_11/002-0351351-3516818?v=glance&s=books
trust me...
i'm not making any money off it.

i cried all day today. i wasn't really sad, it was just one of those days thick with emotion. more than a couple people probably thought me crazy. but that has never bothered me.
another transition and i must leave my brother and a handfull of other wonderfull people far behind. back to my cold, dirty, world, -which seems even more offensive than usual when...
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out of place? -to understate the situation severely. i'm starting to feel sick in so many ways that it's beyond unnatural. but then, that's FL, isn't it? how did this poisonous anti-culture develope? still, i'm going to do what i do; retreat to the shadows and take it all in. enjoy and learn what i can in the situation, and then excape and try to...
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yeah, yeah... it's been a long time since i've been here. Portland was great. lots of love out there. i miss people already. hearts to Heather Q for some beautiful new ink work down my back. but it's been grounding to get back to the cold reality of VT. i pulled some work together on a couple projects in the last couple weeks. now i'm...
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alright... it's quarter after five in the morning. i've been up all night. mostly on photoshop. go diet soda. ...and weed. ...and DM. still didn't get half the things i want to get done done. oh well. four days untill i leave for OR. hope books get here. i'm loosing it here.....

blarrrrr, my day has been a blur. i feel like i haven't gotten anything done. and i'm on such a late sleep scheduel now. my planning never works out right. (ok, a little hyperbollic) but, anyway i did some quick stuff in the morning, then tried to run my renderings while i was out doing other stuff i had to get done. of course, i...
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okay, so i'm usually too cheap to dish out for something like this. but, i figured, a site with this much style deserves support. besides, it represents the most action i've gotten in longer than i can remember. yeah, me! right. anyway, i feel kind of dirty because i'm really much less self involved than an endeavor such as this would suggest and as a...
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