thiefofalways

I was driving home tonight wondering if I'm being selfish wanting a new job with the insecurity it entails. It feels as though I'm testing fate. I feel incredible lucky to have a loving wife who puts up with my eccentricities and a beautiful almost 2 year old girl. If I could have the money to keep bills paid and food in our mouths without my job I would gladly stay at home to raise my daughter. Then again I'm sure a lot of people would. To ask even more like actually loving my job. I don't know that's just crazy right? My wife loves to draw up/design/draft buildings. So much so she does it in her spare time outside of work. If her boss wasn't completely inept she would probably have the perfect job. I have to say I'm a little envious of her doing something that she truly loves and, gets paid at the same time. For me to add that kind of career to the equation makes paranoia creep into my brain. Like having that as well would tip the scale of the universe out of balance.