- so i am renewed for another three months with the SG tip.
- monday night i had my third (albeit short) visit with mr.s margaret moose at ace tattoo. i just wasn't into it. so of course, the pain got to me. i mean, really got to me. my breathing got sporadic and i started with the light headed and spots type shit. never happened to me before with getting tattooed. 45 minutes into it my vagina gave out and i threw in the towel.
full back with the (in)famous pink camos:
so i will have to suck it up for another day on the completion of said ink project.
- i am supposed to close on the house next thursday. i am a little jacked that they aren't fixing everything that was on the inspection list. but my realtor is a good friend and is making some calls on a big ticket item for me.
- i think i am a little rattled in the personals department. i guess it started mid to end of march. i met a girl through here. lots of the online playful banter before our first encounter. we meet for drinks on a friday night. oddly, i run into, but do not talk to a sex friend that night at the bar and get a cold feeling. but my date is going great. we make it back to her place and just as i am ready to call it a night (TOTALLY content with the first base action and looking forward to another meeting, maybe even dating) she waves me around third and into home plate. one more afternoon together which is a little more awkward and i never hear from her again. ever.
the next week, my sex friend that i ran into pulls the plug even though she said she was fine with things.
that weekend i roll out with some friends and meet a girl that i instantly like. just a pow feeling the moment i lay eyes on her. we exchange numbers and are extremely excited about seeing each other again. she had just come out of a rough one that lasted three years just three months prior. liking her, i say that she can set the pace. everytime we are together its an absolute fucking blast. i could see myself spending serious time with the chick. for those of you that know me, that RARELY comes out of my mouth. a fe dinners and a few fun games of trivial pursuit games later... nothing. been two weeks without a peep.
in between seeing her i went out with some friends and kissed a woman that i had been crushing on for sometime, only to freak her out as well i think.
when it comes to my personal life, i feel like it is a game of beat the clock. not in the sense that i need to hurry, but in the sense that timing is never on my side. i feel like i am pulling down rebounds like i am dennis rodman that never last. or i am just interested in the wrong women. either way, i am about as clueless as it comes right now.
some days i feel like grade A choice top sirlion. others i feel like the leftover burger meat at wendy's that is going to be used in the chili the next day.
i am not looking for an ego stroke or a pity party. just wanted to vent since i can't do it on that other site.
- monday night i had my third (albeit short) visit with mr.s margaret moose at ace tattoo. i just wasn't into it. so of course, the pain got to me. i mean, really got to me. my breathing got sporadic and i started with the light headed and spots type shit. never happened to me before with getting tattooed. 45 minutes into it my vagina gave out and i threw in the towel.
full back with the (in)famous pink camos:
so i will have to suck it up for another day on the completion of said ink project.
- i am supposed to close on the house next thursday. i am a little jacked that they aren't fixing everything that was on the inspection list. but my realtor is a good friend and is making some calls on a big ticket item for me.
- i think i am a little rattled in the personals department. i guess it started mid to end of march. i met a girl through here. lots of the online playful banter before our first encounter. we meet for drinks on a friday night. oddly, i run into, but do not talk to a sex friend that night at the bar and get a cold feeling. but my date is going great. we make it back to her place and just as i am ready to call it a night (TOTALLY content with the first base action and looking forward to another meeting, maybe even dating) she waves me around third and into home plate. one more afternoon together which is a little more awkward and i never hear from her again. ever.
the next week, my sex friend that i ran into pulls the plug even though she said she was fine with things.
that weekend i roll out with some friends and meet a girl that i instantly like. just a pow feeling the moment i lay eyes on her. we exchange numbers and are extremely excited about seeing each other again. she had just come out of a rough one that lasted three years just three months prior. liking her, i say that she can set the pace. everytime we are together its an absolute fucking blast. i could see myself spending serious time with the chick. for those of you that know me, that RARELY comes out of my mouth. a fe dinners and a few fun games of trivial pursuit games later... nothing. been two weeks without a peep.
in between seeing her i went out with some friends and kissed a woman that i had been crushing on for sometime, only to freak her out as well i think.
when it comes to my personal life, i feel like it is a game of beat the clock. not in the sense that i need to hurry, but in the sense that timing is never on my side. i feel like i am pulling down rebounds like i am dennis rodman that never last. or i am just interested in the wrong women. either way, i am about as clueless as it comes right now.
some days i feel like grade A choice top sirlion. others i feel like the leftover burger meat at wendy's that is going to be used in the chili the next day.
i am not looking for an ego stroke or a pity party. just wanted to vent since i can't do it on that other site.
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But you know how I feel about it.
Wish you luck in it all, as always.
If you need me get your ass over here!!
KRISS
wouldn't you agree?
♥
[Edited on May 16, 2006 12:47AM]