My job sucks. Royally. And I'm currently glad its passed 5pm. It seems like my days don't start until after 5... and don't last long .. as I have to start the entire routine over by 7am. Yuck. I need a much more active job. I have much more potential than this. Much more!
The one thing I cannot wait for is warm nights. There's nothing quite like a summer night. Something as simple as pumping your gas is fulfilling when the temp. is up. And with the rise in temp. comes a rise in confidence. I feel better, I look better...life's just all around more exciting. I have it in my head that I'm going to accomplish alot more in the next few months as well. I feel as if my head / interior is getting stronger every day. I need to stop worrying about what other people think. My boasting words aren't going to mean a thing. Perhaps I only try to "talk myself up" to others so I believe it myself. I think everyone else is already aware at how ultimately perfect I am. Haha. Well screw that shit. I know my worth.
So, we were all sitting around the other day discussing just how we'd use that lottery money if we won. .... I think the first thing I'd do is gather up a handful of my friends, boyfriend included, rent a jet plane and score a perfect hotel pad on some tropical island for a good 2 -3 week chunk. Nothing but hot sand, cool drinks, and tons of non stop comical shannigans. I have so many memories of pure laughter.. and I just miss 'em. Thats what I desperately need.... 1 week, 1 day, 1 moment of tearwelding laughter. ...
Potential Summer Vacay Spots : (keeping in mind I dont have awhole lot of cash!)
1. chincoteague
2. north carolina
3. ok ANY beach will do
4. florida
5. Canada
6. Maine
7. Yellowstone
8. Vegas
The one thing I cannot wait for is warm nights. There's nothing quite like a summer night. Something as simple as pumping your gas is fulfilling when the temp. is up. And with the rise in temp. comes a rise in confidence. I feel better, I look better...life's just all around more exciting. I have it in my head that I'm going to accomplish alot more in the next few months as well. I feel as if my head / interior is getting stronger every day. I need to stop worrying about what other people think. My boasting words aren't going to mean a thing. Perhaps I only try to "talk myself up" to others so I believe it myself. I think everyone else is already aware at how ultimately perfect I am. Haha. Well screw that shit. I know my worth.
So, we were all sitting around the other day discussing just how we'd use that lottery money if we won. .... I think the first thing I'd do is gather up a handful of my friends, boyfriend included, rent a jet plane and score a perfect hotel pad on some tropical island for a good 2 -3 week chunk. Nothing but hot sand, cool drinks, and tons of non stop comical shannigans. I have so many memories of pure laughter.. and I just miss 'em. Thats what I desperately need.... 1 week, 1 day, 1 moment of tearwelding laughter. ...
Potential Summer Vacay Spots : (keeping in mind I dont have awhole lot of cash!)
1. chincoteague
2. north carolina
3. ok ANY beach will do
4. florida
5. Canada
6. Maine
7. Yellowstone
8. Vegas
lloydchristmas:
I want to go to everyone of those places on that list....you should just win the lottery and then take me to those places!!!