theycallmegirl

So I'm not sure why I'm up already. I was looking forward to one thing this weekend and that was sleeping in - seems like I can't even do that right anymore.

Pete and I hit up a friends birthday party at a the pub last night. It was definately a short in and out as we had a 2 hour drive home. However, I'm super glad we went because I felt a bit better about things aftewards. Lately, I've been questioning my own self worth and character. I know deep down I'm a kind and considerate person... though whether its one person or twenty coming at you with all your faults, you start to a) believe them and b) become your own worse enemy. So in the least, it was nice to get out last night and show people who I truly am. I typically have no qualms with anyone and/or if I do, can usually be a bigger person and get past it.

I just am hoping so badly that everything with life starts falling into place ...atleast for the time being. I'm ready to have fun & feel confident again ........