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Oh how the rage burns inside of me! When I go to sleep those cinders stay white hot at the center losing no power during my slumber. I awake to the endless rage. I cant tame it, calm it, or lower it. There is too much fuel everywhere. Why do I fucking care? Where is the damn off switch? Yes, Syrians are being massacred while...
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vithen:
omg yes. I agree. the world is such a fucked place governed by idiocy, flashiness and consumism
vithen:
American politics are the best joke you can make if you want to talk about real democracy. But the system everwhere is rigged. it's so bigĀ  we can't even fight it. are personalities even real?
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Drink Better: One mans plea to raise the level of your drinking for every occasion


When you are a kid, unless youre a fussy little twit you will eat almost anything. You have very little understanding of the highs and lows of food. You may know that your moms meatloaf is yucky and that her pot roast is yummy but that is about it. When...
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evangelin:
I love a good wine conversation- I must say I don't know that I have had the pleasure of seeing one aroused to such a passionate plea over grapes!winkkiss
nicole_powers:
Thanks for the kind words re. the Lizz Winstead interview.

Oooh, and I just read your awesome blog post. Can I steal it for the SG SFW blog?

And while you're at it, fancy writing a regular wine column for me?

Nicole Powers
SG Ed
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The groups

I was going to write about why holidays suck part 2 but that has to be delayed because of the distraction of the groups. I started a thread called Jesus is the worlds biggest cockblocker, in the dating sucks thread. An idea that I find both funny and true. My favorite kind of idea. Hyperbole is and has always been my friend. God...
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decota:
You are so good to me smile
evangelin:
All I can do is shake my head and laugh! Nite Nitewink
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The crushing pressure of the holidays. Part 1

What is it about this time of year that makes you feel so lonely and miserable? Ive been living the same lousy life all year long, but this time of year shines the flashlight so bright on my predicaments. As I spent another day off, yesterday, in the company of myself it stung more than it would...
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amberetta:
The time between Thanksgiving and New Years Eve is the worst. I'd be much happier skipping those weeks. Christmas is a joke these days.

and I totally agree about fucktards, its ridiculous.
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Hypocrisy

It is something I have been allergic to, for as long as I can remember. As a small child I did not know what it was but i already knew that it bothered me. I listened intently for the "rules" then watched them be broken. I was angry but did not know how to verbalize it. Then one day, some misguided teacher assigned me...
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zebrah:
happy bday =)
denverkitty:
After reading this blog, I'm pretty sure I'm in love with your mind. I've been in the same page with bull shit since I can remember. Amazing. Kudos. And I'm sorry you've been in the situation I'm in
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The lost diary.

I found a notebook from a while back, and it is good to see that I am exactly as fucked up now as I was then. Yaaay progress! Without further ado, here it is word from word, circa 2006

What's wrong with me? Seriously! How do other people exist? How do they know what to say and do? All my instincts are...
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minks:
when I read my old diaries they're funny because its my same teenage girly angst that hasn't changed much. hopefully you are a happier now? but all the same thanks for the comment on my set smile it is so sweet!
decota:
How old were you when you wrote that?
At 25 I feel like that often. i can't do ANYthing right sometimes frown
but anyway...Thanks for the love on Concrete Jungle!
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Wait! Where did that Fork in the road go?!

People are very divided on the past. A lot of people want you to live for today, and don't look back. That philosophy is best suited for individual moments where the list of reasons why to say no is stacked pretty high, but the one reason to say yes is the best reason of all, because...
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desdmonia:
you, sir, are very wise.

see i say fuck my life so i turn to my one true love which is booze, and then i feel okay for a little while.

when its empty i shall crumble.

merlowe:
I say the past is like your ass it is behind you!
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Would someone please change the record!


This record is stuck, it keeps playing the same song, over and over again. And each time when it gets to the part where it skips, like a moron I think that that this time it is going to change the tune. I am a firm believer that we are responsible for our actions and we have to play...
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hysterian:
hey! biggrin thank you for commenting on my set!
elliott:
Thank you so much for the lovely comment on my set smile xx

And I hope your love life starts to look up, I know that record all too well myself. Le sigh!
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Christmas Time

Even though I am Jewish, one cannot escape Christmas. Like a lot of American Jewish families, we have recognized the holiday minus the whole Jesus bit. I find that if done properly you can use this period to spend some quality time with the ones you love. Perhaps the best part of Christmas is that we cant let our guards down a bit...
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bitten:
thanks for the comment on my feng shui set. your undying support keeps me going and submitting sets. smile hope all is well with you. <3
moonlil:
Thank you for your comment!
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The Road Less Traveled By

What do you do if there isnt a fork in the road but simply a dead end? Can anyone tell me the difference between 2010 and 2009? What a waste of a year! Ive learned nothing, done nothing, and the forecast is next year is much the same. But is a change for the sake of change a good thing....
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sharyn:
Hey matey, how are you doing? x
ortie:
Hey smile thank you for your comment on my set !
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sharyn:
Haha, wtf! Good to see you in motion :-) Glad is was just dried tissue and not anythig life threatening, although maybe I know too much about you now? ;-p x