thewav

I have got a fuck load of crap to do at the moment and therefore am not able to spend as much time on this site as I would like. I've decided to break my life down into bullet points to make it easier to remember (great tip BBC Bitesize):-

-The girlfriend and I are going through a slow breakup at the moment. We both can see its happening but, as we've been together for over three years now, we are trying to do it as painlessly as possible. Somehow we mutually feel that letting eachother down slowly will ease the painfullness of it all. I somehow see this as a fitting tribute to what we have had. Abruptness is not always necessary. (Although the cynical part of me beleives that letting the emotions linger is probably just as damaging). All a bit saddening really. Lots of tears, lonely nights and deep conversations. What will be, will be.

-The office where I work officially sucks total donkey dick. Its coming up to the end of our financial year and I know that my salary raise is going to be rubbish. There is just no money in cameras anymore. Great for the consumer but crap for my wages. I need a new job.

-My friends are moving to Brighton soon. Lucky bastards. As for me, I really can't decide between Brighton and London. I love both so much. I hope the job I get doesn't dictate where I go.

-Instead of having an extended relaxing weekend (bank holidays), I have to help my sister move house in Manchester. I would mind mind but she lives in a flat on the fourth floor at the moment and there isn't a lift. I may die.

-Now that I don't live in the middle of town, taxis are costing me a bomb.

-Curse my finances.

-Curse my friend Jim.

-Curse everything else.

-I gotta get me some toys.