thevulture

While listening to Goa/Trance I got to thinking about how lonely I felt sometimes and that sparked a memory from my highschool and early university days listening to Weezer all the time. Funny how the mind works sometimes. So to the lovely ladies that get my eyes twinkling:

"I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good for you
and you'd be good for me"

and unfortunately sometimes

"I'm dumb, she's a lesbian
I thought I had found the one
we were good as married in my mind
but married in my mind's no good
Pink Triangle on her sleeve
let me know the truth, let me know the truth"

And then The Rentals help me blow some steam to later blame myself

"You're just a stupid girl stupid girl stupid girl
I ain't no brilliant boy "

snicker

haha, the story of my life by Weezer et al.

So I guess I haven't been totally honest with you, I mean I'm just as horny as the next guy or girl and frankly I'm due, last time wasn't that great so the joyous feeling quickly died away. I've been pretending that I'm so contained and in control... well, I am training to be a Jedi Knight hehe, but that's besides the point I have weaknesses too. I'm that kinda person though, if everyone is going left I go right. Up? I go down.

"You say yes, I say no.
You say stop and I say go go go, oh no.
You say goodbye and I say hello
Hello hello
I don't know why you say goodbye, I say hello
Hello hello
I don't know why you say goodbye, I say hello."

For apparent reasons most people can't help but be aroused by the shear beauty of the people on this site and I guess I wanted to appear in superior control. Oh well. I'm still pretty tough because The Force is with me, LOL.