I actually skipped Wing Chun yesterday so I could have a big talk with my mom. Much needed. She was wondering why I had a low self-esteem and when I started alluding to the fact that she had something to do with it she got pissed saying I couldn't recognize all that she did and that I was just making stuff up. So I changed...
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torai:
speechless...i never took you for that type. 
Hello SG world, it's been almost a week, I'm slacking off.
See, it would appear that I'm writing all this for you but in the end it's all about me. And the funny thing is all of YOUR actions are about YOU too. People who deny that their actions are self-centered are not taking into account the things we all do because we feel that...
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See, it would appear that I'm writing all this for you but in the end it's all about me. And the funny thing is all of YOUR actions are about YOU too. People who deny that their actions are self-centered are not taking into account the things we all do because we feel that...
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torai:
i really like talking about me and this is the only way to do it with out being intrupted by others.
That was damm well self centered. Good of me, at least i said it. Thanks i have learnt clarity now. This explains my enjoyment.
Anways it works both ways and i dont really think its totally self-center, cause if this were the fact, i dont think i would have taken to the time to read and write in you journal.
But i still like the uninterutped point.
You are to intelligent for your own good.
That was damm well self centered. Good of me, at least i said it. Thanks i have learnt clarity now. This explains my enjoyment.
Anways it works both ways and i dont really think its totally self-center, cause if this were the fact, i dont think i would have taken to the time to read and write in you journal.
But i still like the uninterutped point.
You are to intelligent for your own good.
shovelface:
I'm actually not such a mean typist, I type very slow. I'm like an infinite # of monkeys on an infinite # of typewriters, trying to write the worlds greatest novel. That, and I have no life, so I can spend all night typing one word per minute.
What's a monkeytown. It sounds like it may contain traces of monkey.
What's a monkeytown. It sounds like it may contain traces of monkey.
I saw a poster today saying "follow Jesus and you will be saved". Well saved from what exactly? I think it is safe to say that christians want to be saved from evil or hell. In my opinion there is no hell greater than the fear our imagination can create. Imagine going crazy and not being able to hide from what scares you. I think...
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torai:
I always figured the meaning of life was to live.
People stress about silly things sometimes.
Life how ever you chose to live it. It's your gift.
People stress about silly things sometimes.
Life how ever you chose to live it. It's your gift.
bcguitar33:
I'll start worrying more about the meaning of life if someone can first prove to me that there is one.
Huge life understanding moment for me yesterday. I finally realized that not everybody wants to know how everything works like I do. Shit, I just crave that knowledge and in my mind everybody wanted to know stuff. So when my mom or my brother would ask be about a certain plant, a political party, computers etc... I would talk and talk and talk. I thought...
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So I finally paid the cab company for damages incured. Fuck, I get to the site of an accident, three cop cars, some drunk guy sprawled in the middle of the road, amulance in the rear view, cop tells me to back up immediately so I check my mirrors, back up and hit a fucking cab that gotten between my car and the curb so...
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torai:
the world can be tragically unfair.
and rules are one example of this.
Dont worry life is long and it will eventualy come back to you
and rules are one example of this.
Dont worry life is long and it will eventualy come back to you
While listening to Goa/Trance I got to thinking about how lonely I felt sometimes and that sparked a memory from my highschool and early university days listening to Weezer all the time. Funny how the mind works sometimes. So to the lovely ladies that get my eyes twinkling:
"I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good...
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"I'm a lot like you so please
Hello, I'm here, I'm waiting
I think I'd be good...
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teresaannamae:
I cannot find that song to download but it sounds amazing!
can you send it to my gmail?
teresa.anna.mae@gmail.com
and if you don't have gmail and would like an invite i can hook you up
can you send it to my gmail?
teresa.anna.mae@gmail.com
and if you don't have gmail and would like an invite i can hook you up
torai:
oh migosh the rentals i totally blocked that from my mind.
how very cool of you to remind me.
i lost it in class today..had this over wheming feeling that i needed to get laid. Right then and there. Bad timing, and since well i got no one to give it to me, i am oh so lonely. Too the shower for me.
There is this dude in my class who is oh so hot and totally tattoed. hes got a girl, but he like to mess with me i think.
then again it's probably my brain messing with me.
oh well...i hope you are having better luck than me, my Jedi Knight.
how very cool of you to remind me.
i lost it in class today..had this over wheming feeling that i needed to get laid. Right then and there. Bad timing, and since well i got no one to give it to me, i am oh so lonely. Too the shower for me.
There is this dude in my class who is oh so hot and totally tattoed. hes got a girl, but he like to mess with me i think.
then again it's probably my brain messing with me.
oh well...i hope you are having better luck than me, my Jedi Knight.
Ok, Ottawa and Mtl. weren't that great but they could've been. First off, it wasn't that great because I didn't really want to go and I missed a lot of good shows in Moncton. My mom, who went up there with my Brother Samuel, convinced me to drive up there with my dad and my sis. Well my sister didn't really want to go either...
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dyme:
definately consult me next time you are coming this way.
I'll take you out for some drinks at some spots you'll fit it.
i promise.
xo
I'll take you out for some drinks at some spots you'll fit it.
i promise.
xo
So I'm in Ottawa after a 12 hour drive. My brother has been living here for about 7 years now and I think I'v visited once a year. It is quite the stretch from home. I believe we're leaving Saturday at noon for Mtl. to see my other brother and then leaving for Moncton on Sunday morning. I'm still zombied out from the drive. I...
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Here's the deal, I have a constant need for reassurance and I don't trust the advice I'm offered. While most people have friends, I have aquaintances. Some people just get annoyed with me for being so curious. I'm always complicating things. I can't accept that some things are just that simple, and that frustrates a lot of people. I guess, sometimes I'm not actually looking...
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northstar:
once upon a psych rotation, i learned that 98% of the time people just need someone to talk to. they usually work their problems/preoccupations etc out themselves with a little bit of active listening.
share away.
share away.
torai:
Everyone has something to share with others. Weither it be re-hashed from another source or taking from experince and compared..but what more is there.
We learn from experince, and knowledge from thing observed.
It all depends on how each person relates to the experince.
I think about somethings until they are over-worked. It drives my friends crazy, and by the end of it i am fighting myself. There are too many ways to see things.
And if people believe that they can "fix" your preoccupations, they can only help to bring clairity and a new veiw to your ideas and thoughts.
if i am able to find someone on the same plane as i am, shit there is like 3 billion people to choose from, i hold a special place for them.
We learn from experince, and knowledge from thing observed.
It all depends on how each person relates to the experince.
I think about somethings until they are over-worked. It drives my friends crazy, and by the end of it i am fighting myself. There are too many ways to see things.
And if people believe that they can "fix" your preoccupations, they can only help to bring clairity and a new veiw to your ideas and thoughts.
if i am able to find someone on the same plane as i am, shit there is like 3 billion people to choose from, i hold a special place for them.
Woke up today after drinking my face off last night and the first thing that came to mind was studying at the library. It's actually what got me out of bed. So I studied all day, man I think I might just have found the motivation I was lacking in order to finish writing my thesis.
Oh and Kanmi, I might have tact but mostly...
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Oh and Kanmi, I might have tact but mostly...
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torai:
A educated charmer who studies.
Just one more step closer.
you make me smile.
Just one more step closer.
you make me smile.
Funny how there's a lot of morons on this site. Man, just a bunch of stupid horny assholes looking to get laid. Fuck guys, make a good show, sure this site has sexual inuendos but it isn't about getting laid as much as it is about freeing ourselves from the sexual inhibitions of the past.. It's about art and the expression of the body....Idiots. Anyway,...
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teresaannamae:
it's linkin park- by myself.
wicked song
can't take thanks for them being mine- cause they're not
wicked song
can't take thanks for them being mine- cause they're not
torai:
is so funny that you go on about a better way to get laid and freedom of expression and body as art.. all along.... your journal is the perfect example.
good tact, may i add.
good tact, may i add.