Quick vent in spoilers if you're interested
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When I talk to women, I feel as if I come off way too strong or not strong enough. Either way has the same result. I get ignored completely. I end up being everyone's third wheel. It kills me on the inside. The one time I actually have a chance, a (former) friend comes out of nowhere and talks to a girl I've been easing my way towards since January for ONE day. They're dating two days later. I try to be the better person and just be happy for them, but he dumps her two weeks later for not being pretty enough. She felt like crap, and I felt terrible for even mentioning her to him for any reason. For the first time in my life, I genuinely wanted to inflict physical harm to someone. I ran into him once after they broke up. He was lucky, very lucky.
Other than that, I'm fine.