thevampdoyal

IF I DIED TODAY



If I died today

What would you greave at my grave
Would you mourn over where I lay
Would you leave any flowers on my grave
Would you remember me fondly, or no
Would you remember me for the good, or bad
Would you recall every slight I dealt you
Or would you see memories filled with smiles
Would I be swept underneath, or hard to let go
Another face in the crowd, or not worth your time
In that casket would I seem so beautiful to you
Of just a beast laid to rest where he belongs
Would there be sadness in your soul, or none
Would you see a waste, or just another page turned
Would you regret what you said, what you did to me
Would you feel guilt in you heart looking at me
Would I rouse a part of you that stays hidden
Would you finally open and let everything flow
Or would you keep it all in, and remain so cold
Would you pray that my heart was still beating
Or would you just shrug and say Good riddance
Would you recall memories of me with heart
Or just simply rejoice that finally we are apart
Would you lament for all that could have been
Or just say that it should have never been
Would I be missed, or just another with no name
A friend left behind, or a friend with no end

If I died today
If I died today...
If I died to day...
If I died to day...