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THE PESSIMIST

Ive decided that theyre all the same
All in the same boat, I hope you sink
I am the pessimist, the son of a bitch
Give me one good reason, I dare you
Show me something new, prove anything

Eternally a pessimistic bastard
I have excepted what is truth
Ive swallow the shit that is reality
I have saw the light snuffed out...
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WHY TAKE ANOTHER PICTURE

Sitting here alone once again
Smoke stinging my bloodshot eyes
Bottles quenching these tears
I watch these pictures burning
Succumbing inside of the fire
Memories turn to smoke yet again
And I cant help but think about
No, I cant help but think to myself

Why, take another picture?
Its just another something to burn
Why, take another picture?
Just another...
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FORGIVENESS IN THE SHAPE OF A KNIFE

Let it die, releasing the hate
Letting it go, releasing pain
I was the one you mind-fucked
Yet here I am with my hand
Held out to close our distance
But then you sink in your teeth
Bite the hand, snuff forgiveness
Ignored like a dog and forgotten
Must be so easy for you to ascend
But you...
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GUTLESS

Dont bother looking in the fucking mirror
The reflection is too jaded to even recognize
You always take the easy way out of everything
And now Im the villain because I cant walk away
Throw up my hands and play youre piece of meat
Well fuck you for this, and fuck you for all of it
Spineless and heartless without the will or resolve...
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GIFT OF LIES

Have you any idea what Id do for you?
Have you any idea what youve done to me?
I dont know anything anymore in this daze
Perpetual pain limitless, an endless abyss
So now its come to this, what will come to pass?
You tell me, you who swore so much to me
You, who said so much, who showed me so...
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ENLIGHTENMENT (LIKE A BULLET)

You walked away
So Godamn easily
Like it was nothing
Well, maybe not to you
No surprise Im afraid
Im always the one
Always the only one
That meant a word said
That didnt walk away
I make my mistakes
But I make them honestly
Can you say the same?
I didnt think you could
I know you wont look back...
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AND THIS, IS ALL I ASK OF YOU



Take away all of my pain
Come take me by the hand
Make me believe with a kiss
Hold me, and make it all go away
Just stay, and be my everything
And mean all the words you say
Lead me so far away from here
Far from this haunted home
This abandoned house in my mind...
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IF I DIED TODAY



If I died today

What would you greave at my grave
Would you mourn over where I lay
Would you leave any flowers on my grave
Would you remember me fondly, or no
Would you remember me for the good, or bad
Would you recall every slight I dealt you
Or would you see memories filled with smiles
Would I be...
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YOUR VENOM IN MY VEINS

Would you like to know the truth?
I know you do, cause your ego eats it up
That vanity in you eyes as you pretty up
Seeing you still hurts me, you still haunt me
I think of you when there is silence
I see you more clearly in the darkness
Would you like to know this about me?
Would...
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MY ONLY FAITH


I see you so far away
In the distance, on the horizon

Will I ever reach where you are?

Will I touch your skin someday?

Or simply see you in my dreams?

Will your silloett ever have a face?

Or will a stranger you remain?

I yern for what I burn for

Burn me alive, scorch me to the core!



A kiss...
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