so I don't even know if we're dating anymore... after along HARD HORRENDOUS day at work... I come home to a message my mom wrote "sarah called said she got a ride home, not to worry etc. and to call jimmy if I wanted to get a hold of her... well I don't have jimmy's phone # but after searching my archived old electronic organizer...
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kind of in a deer caught in the headlights mood (oh boy cliches!! so much fun). basically the girl I'm dating or I dunno she all of a sudden decided to kick it up a notch... but the thing is ...she didn't think so less than a day ago. things are moving fast... even for me....
so that is kinda scary... first she dosen't want...
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tekky:
is this the girl you used to write about in your journal?
conxuela:
ooh, thats bad news.
any girl that doesnt want to take the pill (or some other form of contraception) should NOT be having sex with somebody who doesnt lke condoms. or anyone at all, really.
boy, you guys are setting yourselves up fro some problems if you're not careful (and by "careful" i mean just fucking give in to protection for SOMEBODYS sake).
any girl that doesnt want to take the pill (or some other form of contraception) should NOT be having sex with somebody who doesnt lke condoms. or anyone at all, really.
boy, you guys are setting yourselves up fro some problems if you're not careful (and by "careful" i mean just fucking give in to protection for SOMEBODYS sake).
funny how when I mak an entry of any actual depth and thought no one cares to respond.... but when it has to do with absolutely nothing terribly important everyone has a goddamn opinion...?
in other news I want to put some more pictures up of me... the problem is I don't like to resize them to friggin' tiny so I can upload them to...
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in other news I want to put some more pictures up of me... the problem is I don't like to resize them to friggin' tiny so I can upload them to...
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vixen:
life is funny huh?
stormy:
the harder i try to do what? im confused
huzzah! you fucks are jealous!!
the dryspell? IS OFFICIALLY OVER... well if not over it resets officially...
oh and in related news my new car (1994 honda civic EX coupe... new to me since december) has been christened....
yea I'mma brag I think I just had some of the best love er sex... I've ever had... I just hope it gets better from here (not...
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the dryspell? IS OFFICIALLY OVER... well if not over it resets officially...
oh and in related news my new car (1994 honda civic EX coupe... new to me since december) has been christened....
yea I'mma brag I think I just had some of the best love er sex... I've ever had... I just hope it gets better from here (not...
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theuberdork:
oops I forgot to answer my questions!! how lame of me.
bed is nice an comfy for love...
for just having at it I guess it really dosen't matter a hotel ? lol
well last night was pretty amazing... started out "hey lets just take this slow be friends etc..." okay fine by me. go eat I pick up the tab. (this upset her) we go to the movie... I pick up the price this also makes her mad. anyhow we get in and are pretty awkward... she says if you want to hold my hand you can cause this is just kinda awkward... I agreed and did so and it progressed from there... (the little soft caresses etc) to holding eachother close and tight watching Sin City (again for me) it was nice feeling that loved though. kisses came about we were the last people in the theatre and well we have a problem I think we start kissing and for some reason we don't want to stop... but I realized this would not be a very good thing if we were caught... so out to the car kiss more... this would be a worse place to get caught cause I know security rolls around and they're all pretty much pizza faced loners with no lives.
we drive to her street find a nice dark place start making out again and before I know it "I can't find the button to your pants" oh my.
won't get into the details but like I said my dry spell was over and I was euphoric.
bed is nice an comfy for love...
for just having at it I guess it really dosen't matter a hotel ? lol
well last night was pretty amazing... started out "hey lets just take this slow be friends etc..." okay fine by me. go eat I pick up the tab. (this upset her) we go to the movie... I pick up the price this also makes her mad. anyhow we get in and are pretty awkward... she says if you want to hold my hand you can cause this is just kinda awkward... I agreed and did so and it progressed from there... (the little soft caresses etc) to holding eachother close and tight watching Sin City (again for me) it was nice feeling that loved though. kisses came about we were the last people in the theatre and well we have a problem I think we start kissing and for some reason we don't want to stop... but I realized this would not be a very good thing if we were caught... so out to the car kiss more... this would be a worse place to get caught cause I know security rolls around and they're all pretty much pizza faced loners with no lives.
we drive to her street find a nice dark place start making out again and before I know it "I can't find the button to your pants" oh my.
won't get into the details but like I said my dry spell was over and I was euphoric.
sare:
haha awesome! yeah for dry-spells being over!!
and yeah for the Civic gettin some lovin!
Sare
oh and:
bed(how unoriginal of me)
car
1st time with someone diff. is always amazing-everyone is always really good at something else...i like finding out what that is.
and yeah for the Civic gettin some lovin!
Sare
oh and:
bed(how unoriginal of me)
car
1st time with someone diff. is always amazing-everyone is always really good at something else...i like finding out what that is.
okay fine... so I downloaded the trial of webcam32 ... and looked for a crack/serial on astalavista and couldn't come up with anything that would work... except an old version for the old version of webcam32 which I couldn't find anywhere... so in 10 days what I guess I'll have to re-install it or set my date back or something? I doubt it'll be worth...
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andi:
haha i was kinda bored on cam the other night.. meh oh well
I've been listening to ALOT of muse lately... the sound is familiar... like I've heard it in a movie before... but I can't quite place my finger on it... they could be compared to radiohead though.... I suppose.
anyhow my friend is back from his 2nd go in Iraq... thank god he's in one piece... he better not get sent back there!! he goes back...
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anyhow my friend is back from his 2nd go in Iraq... thank god he's in one piece... he better not get sent back there!! he goes back...
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vixen:
Yay! I am glad your friend made it back alright! 
sinope:
thanks for you comment!! 
and I reach out my hand to pet the kitty, or feed the dogs...
and any way you try and crack it I get bit..
so if you thought I was being literal here... you have much MUCH MUCH more to learn about me.
I'm starting to loose faith.. no not starting to about half way through this tree trunk of faith... in believing that...
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and any way you try and crack it I get bit..
so if you thought I was being literal here... you have much MUCH MUCH more to learn about me.
I'm starting to loose faith.. no not starting to about half way through this tree trunk of faith... in believing that...
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vixen:
Awww... cheer up smiley! Hee hee.
okay fine consuela I'll be less anti-social.
I had one of those nights that guys like me only have in the movies... last thursday... but I wrote about it in my livejournal...
if anyone is ACTUALLY interested in reading it that can't read it there ... I guess I could copy and paste it here... but I can almost promise you won't want to read...
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I had one of those nights that guys like me only have in the movies... last thursday... but I wrote about it in my livejournal...
if anyone is ACTUALLY interested in reading it that can't read it there ... I guess I could copy and paste it here... but I can almost promise you won't want to read...
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vixen:
Yeah, Hibiskiss is hotttt!
I had a great night, unfortunately for you I wrote about it in my livejournal... at least that gets read.
the off chance that you want to read it ... well unless you're my friend on here or there... I don't think you'll be able to see it... otherwise I might link it.
truth be known.... I don't feel incredibly welcome here.
the off chance that you want to read it ... well unless you're my friend on here or there... I don't think you'll be able to see it... otherwise I might link it.
truth be known.... I don't feel incredibly welcome here.
theuberdork:
technically it was 2 nights ago (thursday) ....
conxuela:
hm, i'm thinking that all the comments about the people here sucking and how crappy the place actually is doesn't make you very well recieved by most.
i mean, yes, a lot of the underbelly here that's posted is the truth, but understand most people here worship this place (lame) and get pissy when you badtalk their most prized thing...er...
or something.
i mean, yes, a lot of the underbelly here that's posted is the truth, but understand most people here worship this place (lame) and get pissy when you badtalk their most prized thing...er...
or something.
oh boy!!
Narcissistic concieted women, car chases, and the center of scene kids.....
welcome to cali-fuckin-fornia
Narcissistic concieted women, car chases, and the center of scene kids.....
welcome to cali-fuckin-fornia
I told her she wouldn't make it. she's not like the girls on here... she's different yea... she's alt yea goth even...
I pointed out that the main idea of appeal on here is tatoos and piercings...
she mentioned she wants to get her ears pierced a 2nd time in each so 2 piercings in each ear...
the thing is she's too
at which point she declared she's afraid of needles and told me a story about when she was a kid getting her ears pierced.
well I don't like needles either and I started to say how I had pretty much complete stranger hold my hand when I got mine but it turned out to not even hurt a bit. but then she dosen't listen to me I have no fucking clue what I'm talking about with 00g plugs in my ears... which is more than I can say for her teeny little 18-16 gauge nubs she wears.
I just want to roll over and die right now.
I've heard so many shitty excuses for breaking up..makes me sick. Is it really that hard for someone to be decent enough to come straight out with it?! gar.
Well hopefully everything works out for you.You seem like a nice guy, you'll find a nice girl that won't play games 24/7.