despite a miserable day there is ONE person that REALLY cheered me up... okay 2 people but 1 in particular that will read this. both of them listend to me rant and rave for hours and get some stuff off my chest... and I wish I could SHOW them just how much I appreciate them.
the one in particular my right this ... she knows who she is at Least I hope she does.
I had some time to think since she climbed to bed a while ago... well I do wish I lived closer to her. she's Real cool people. I'm not really good socially... I lack social skills... but I feel comfortable talking to her. she's also incredibly attractive, beautiful. and soooo not single! yaaaay.
why is it all the girls that are so great are never single. she says some things that not many people say about me... and that really makes me feel special.
so I just wanted to thank her ... for putting up with my ranting... and talking to me... and giving me the chance to get to know her a bit better.
thanks.
you really made my day/night
EDIT:
really this is just an update. Olivia made a big huge long rant post. I mean pages... about how a small group of people hate SG and make their feelings and opinions known and very vocal, even within the site. I didn't read the whole post but I will soon. I'm sick and don't have that kind of concentration right now.
all I have to say to that is yea. If there wasn't such an Elitist attitude about the staff of the SG company there wouldn't be nearly as much people upset. I would post that on her own journal but well not being anyone of any particular power I probably would get zotted.
she goes on about the thing with Nala. I was talking to her at the time all that went down, her and I were kind of internet friends and she told me how she was going to fatal beauty, probably one of SG's biggest competition. I've checked out that site been a member to follow some of my friends that left there... and to be honst I wasn't all that impressed the photo quality is not as good... literally the pictures just aren't shot very well at all. the whole site has a darker vibe. and if you think it's cold here as far as personalities go it's FREEZING there. I've tried to talk to some of the girls on there even ones that were my friends here... and they totally snub me. at least here 1 or 2 people I try and talk to respond.
anyhow the point is there is this elitist attitude that people get from the staff. and that's a great big reason why people are angry at the SG company. there's a group even on LiveJournal that I even am a member off that disects Suicide Girls. and typically they are pretty much right. and are under persecution from Suicide Girls the company.
look people are entitled to their opinions, granted on the site don't advertise non-affiliated sites and you'll be fine.... especially if you are a model (and thus a staff member in some way) that's like working for best buy and telling everyone to shop at circuit city. it only hurts you. I know a number of girls that have left because of things like that ... some cause they just didn't care some cause they didn't know any better.
that's also built a little dislike for the company.... some of them just didn't even know any better.
this entry is already too long. but I know why there are people that hate the site... it's a love/hate relationship. I know first hand... at one point I had a bit of a crush on olivia even.... and I tried to talk to her and get to know what she was about and she OPENLY made fun of me, in chat, in the forums, and on her journal. this was a long long time ago. but you don't do that to your customers. these people are not paying to be humiliated and bashed, they're paying to feel like they fit in somewhere.
the one in particular my right this ... she knows who she is at Least I hope she does.
I had some time to think since she climbed to bed a while ago... well I do wish I lived closer to her. she's Real cool people. I'm not really good socially... I lack social skills... but I feel comfortable talking to her. she's also incredibly attractive, beautiful. and soooo not single! yaaaay.
why is it all the girls that are so great are never single. she says some things that not many people say about me... and that really makes me feel special.
so I just wanted to thank her ... for putting up with my ranting... and talking to me... and giving me the chance to get to know her a bit better.
thanks.

you really made my day/night

EDIT:
really this is just an update. Olivia made a big huge long rant post. I mean pages... about how a small group of people hate SG and make their feelings and opinions known and very vocal, even within the site. I didn't read the whole post but I will soon. I'm sick and don't have that kind of concentration right now.
all I have to say to that is yea. If there wasn't such an Elitist attitude about the staff of the SG company there wouldn't be nearly as much people upset. I would post that on her own journal but well not being anyone of any particular power I probably would get zotted.
she goes on about the thing with Nala. I was talking to her at the time all that went down, her and I were kind of internet friends and she told me how she was going to fatal beauty, probably one of SG's biggest competition. I've checked out that site been a member to follow some of my friends that left there... and to be honst I wasn't all that impressed the photo quality is not as good... literally the pictures just aren't shot very well at all. the whole site has a darker vibe. and if you think it's cold here as far as personalities go it's FREEZING there. I've tried to talk to some of the girls on there even ones that were my friends here... and they totally snub me. at least here 1 or 2 people I try and talk to respond.
anyhow the point is there is this elitist attitude that people get from the staff. and that's a great big reason why people are angry at the SG company. there's a group even on LiveJournal that I even am a member off that disects Suicide Girls. and typically they are pretty much right. and are under persecution from Suicide Girls the company.
look people are entitled to their opinions, granted on the site don't advertise non-affiliated sites and you'll be fine.... especially if you are a model (and thus a staff member in some way) that's like working for best buy and telling everyone to shop at circuit city. it only hurts you. I know a number of girls that have left because of things like that ... some cause they just didn't care some cause they didn't know any better.
that's also built a little dislike for the company.... some of them just didn't even know any better.
this entry is already too long. but I know why there are people that hate the site... it's a love/hate relationship. I know first hand... at one point I had a bit of a crush on olivia even.... and I tried to talk to her and get to know what she was about and she OPENLY made fun of me, in chat, in the forums, and on her journal. this was a long long time ago. but you don't do that to your customers. these people are not paying to be humiliated and bashed, they're paying to feel like they fit in somewhere.
And everything else you said, is exactly how I feel. Thank you for finding the appropriate words that I would use myself to express my own disatisfaction.
You rock. You should update your journal more often, I got a kick out of this one.
ahh I read O's Journal a long read... I didn't even realize SG was involved in any kind of legal actions. that sucks... I do like it here much more than any other "competitors" sites that are out there. if there is any site out there in the World Wide Web that I trust it is Suicide girls.