everyone loves a suicide girl.
must be so very nice to be loved so much...
or is it?
I dunno... and never will.
I'm in a very unhappy state of mind. go figure... talking to the ex. her telling me she dosen't believe me, calling me a liar... oh yes good times indeed... and this throat that wants me to die or something.
to think only what 2 nights ago I was smiling ... now I'm doing what I always do... thinking too much due to boredom. hey it's either this or beat off and I've probably already done that enough to well make it fall off. arg...
must be so very nice to be loved so much...
or is it?
I dunno... and never will.

I'm in a very unhappy state of mind. go figure... talking to the ex. her telling me she dosen't believe me, calling me a liar... oh yes good times indeed... and this throat that wants me to die or something.
to think only what 2 nights ago I was smiling ... now I'm doing what I always do... thinking too much due to boredom. hey it's either this or beat off and I've probably already done that enough to well make it fall off. arg...

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im nice to you cos you where nice to me! and your into awesome stuff, and fun to talk to
wish you lived in teh UK cos id invite you out for icecream or something
Jinx is an ace site! i know of tons of geeky merch sites, i just cant afford anything on them!
i would love to live in calafornia one day, its where i wanna go when i ever get enough cash to fly over!
should deffo come to the UK sometime! its a nice place....really! well some parts are!
unfortunatly i dont have AIM... i have MSN messenger though
Cant belive i made your whole day and eveing though sweetie! awh, that makes me feel really good
hope you sleep well, and message me back once your up!
much <3
M xxx