kind of in a deer caught in the headlights mood (oh boy cliches!! so much fun). basically the girl I'm dating or I dunno she all of a sudden decided to kick it up a notch... but the thing is ...she didn't think so less than a day ago. things are moving fast... even for me....
so that is kinda scary... first she dosen't want me to say "I love you" now she does... playing it hot and cold? or what... well I don't like it.
then on the ride home she told me she was dissappointed cause we didn't really well fool around/have sex kinda thing.. oh yea she dosen't understand the concept of making love... that's kinda upsetting. she told me sex is for fun and nothing else.
the thing is the way I see it she could get pregnant... we don't like condoms, and she dosen't like the pill... she told me "oh well I can just take the morning after pill" if I for whatever reason don't pull out fast enough or y'know whatever.
I'm paranoid though I don't want a kid I can't handle that and I don't think she grasps that those are the consequences and a pill might not take care of it .... well anyhow
it turns out she's a closet nympho too... and she told me she had never been with anyone that has a sex drive that could compete... well I bet she's met her match.... but I mean there are some nights when it's just nice to cuddle up... dosen't always have to be about sex...
maybe that's my maturity and her immaturity... I don't know... it's just all a little overwhelming for the moment, I'll deal with it my own way though thanks.
so that is kinda scary... first she dosen't want me to say "I love you" now she does... playing it hot and cold? or what... well I don't like it.
then on the ride home she told me she was dissappointed cause we didn't really well fool around/have sex kinda thing.. oh yea she dosen't understand the concept of making love... that's kinda upsetting. she told me sex is for fun and nothing else.
the thing is the way I see it she could get pregnant... we don't like condoms, and she dosen't like the pill... she told me "oh well I can just take the morning after pill" if I for whatever reason don't pull out fast enough or y'know whatever.
I'm paranoid though I don't want a kid I can't handle that and I don't think she grasps that those are the consequences and a pill might not take care of it .... well anyhow
it turns out she's a closet nympho too... and she told me she had never been with anyone that has a sex drive that could compete... well I bet she's met her match.... but I mean there are some nights when it's just nice to cuddle up... dosen't always have to be about sex...
maybe that's my maturity and her immaturity... I don't know... it's just all a little overwhelming for the moment, I'll deal with it my own way though thanks.
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any girl that doesnt want to take the pill (or some other form of contraception) should NOT be having sex with somebody who doesnt lke condoms. or anyone at all, really.
boy, you guys are setting yourselves up fro some problems if you're not careful (and by "careful" i mean just fucking give in to protection for SOMEBODYS sake).