theturbo

Goodbye. I will always love you. Not as the child you know me as but as the man I have become.

I am feeling a little better. I may have to call it quits in the "caring" department for a little while. That means everything. I spend so much time caring about things and sometimes other people seem not to care at all...about anyting. About who they hurt or who is hurt. There is a leeson to be learned in those who are capable in being...
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What's next for The Turbo!? All doors are open and I will walk through them all until I find MY place on the this stupid round planet. I am only living out my time on this site and then I am one step closer to letting it all go. Truly. I want things to be the way they used to be. Life is harder without...
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I think I hate this. I think.

Nevermind.

Very, very lonely. Wife went to Las Vegas and I want to call her and make sure she got there OK but I'll give it a rest. I want to be there so bad and have things the way they used to be. Vegas was the one place where we could go and all the bad shit went out the window. We always had a...
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I am going to regret the absence of that woman so much. She is truly one of the finest humans I have ever met. I wish I was the right man for her but now that the relationship has concluded we are starting to take pleasure in each others company again. That has not happened in a seemingly endless amount of time. I love her....
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If I have to hear Blue Christmas one more time I am going to kill someone. I can't go anywhere without a cruel reminder of that girl. San Francisco is too small for the both of us and I will miss it.

Check my photo...what a hot peice of ass! Who'd wanna leave me? Anyway...I am starting to like this site, suprisingly enough. You ever get that feeling that you know something weird is going on but you deny it, only to find out tht it's true. I must learn how to harness this awesome power.

Hey everybody!!! My wife is divorcing me! It does not feel good. 'Til death do us part? That's funny. I don't feel like I'
m dying...I hope she's not. Anyhow. I can't believe that I am one of those "dumped for the holidays" people. THIS FUCKING SUCKS WORSE THAN ANYTHING I HAVE EVER FELT BEFORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! What am I going to do on Christmas? I wonder...
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I went holiday shopping and you didn't. Downtown is madness. That's all I have to say.

The day is full of ups and downs. Good hours bad hours. I live all over the place and from a backpack. Wife keeps leaving me, divorcing me, trying to get me to divorce her etc. Why can't I let her go? It's so obvious that she's over me. Why can't I just let her go? I love her...that's why. Plain and simple. And I...
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