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i love ozzy!! b/c of him i'm what i am. A FUCKING METAL HEAD!

note to self: i'm sorry i lost you for a long time.


p.s. Sabbath tat tomorrow
smile didn't get it, mabye 2morrow

I am still loving you, after all we went through.
I am still needing you, after all we've been through.
I am still hearing you..telling me not to.
I am...
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glassheart:
yea, that used to be you, but then you started to get drunk all the time like a retarded bastard. Why dont you go drink yourself stupid, huh? or have you already done that?

you probably have.

you have no heart.
glassheart:
i love you too, but this cry for attention is rediculous.

YOU told me to start dating him. YOU said you were ready.
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Now that I
Face the world with pain inside
Strange but I
Can't understand the reasons why.
Forever is
A world that I cannot describe
That Died the time we said goodnight.
It makes no difference, wrong or right
The time has come to say goodnight.
And how could I
Be so sure but be so wrong?
And how could I?
Have a will so...
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this was going 2 be a night of fun. and then i saw you.

i really can't fucking deal with this shit.

i'm suck wishing you were "mine"


Gave Up

perfect little dream the kind that hurts the most
forgot how it feels well almost
no one to blame always the same
open my eyes wake up in flames
it took you to make me...
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daniofthedead:
yeah its hard now, but believe me, it gets much much much easier. gotta pick the pieces up and move right along. i experienced the same situation as well.

asrai:
frown
i'm sorry you didn't have a good night

*hugs*
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What do you wanna do now baby?

should we take the day...
...maybe go to the beach?
What do you want me to say now baby,
I may be gone... but never out of reach.
Ooh, baby blue.
Ooh...

Why?


"Relax, turn around and take my hand." please
thetrooper:
i hate life
daniofthedead:
yes my whole weekend was pretty intense..... why the hating on life, new friend
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i hate my life right now. i hate having you so far away loving someone else. i hate how i hate all this shit about you. i hate myself.
i'm just not doing well with what i've put my self though.
i'm doing all the things i never did. they are just as empty as i knew they would be and it hurts to know...
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sweetiyvie:
Aw hun.......a broken heart is the worst feeling in the world. I have had a few too many myself. (3) Ugh. Nothing will take the pain away, and you feel like puke skull robot everyday for what seems like forever.
Then one day you will laugh, a real heartfelt laugh...and your pain will ease just a bit. But that first laugh is like a worm eating all the muck away, the cloud will lift and your burden will lighten with each passing day.
Just give yourself time, May take months..even longer. My last heartbreak took me 3/4 years to heal, allthough the hardest part lasted about 9 months.
Be patient and know that one day, even though it may seem so unreal now, you will be back to your old self again.
kiss
glassheart:
i thought about you on the 27th as well.
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i'm not dealing with this vary well at all.........


"Relax, turn around and take my hand." really, please

p.s. i'm geting drunk now. it's so not me, but i hut so bad! so fuck bad. i just don't know how 2 deal. "i wish you were here"
i wish for alot of things. most of all you b/c i can't have you. or sall i...
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glassheart:
sorry, im not going to call you. I told you that when you were ready, you could call me.

friends. thats it. Im sorry.
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all it took was one sweet kiss and there i was..............


there i was, wanting what i can't have..........again



what the fuck is wrong with me?
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ok......

so i just got back from hollister and my truck is fucked! my cv joints are fucking gone, it's over heating and my air locker wont work! must i say i want to die? and the worst thing is "she" didn't come with me. whatever (she fucking plays with me, i hate it). but anyway i still drank and had a good time with "the...
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glassheart:
we'll work something out. I have to get ready for my girls night in party tonight. yea, i know, Im throwing a "party". haha.

Ill call you when Im at the store.

Im ok. kind of.

oh, and dont forget that I still love you.
glassheart:
i think there is a duck in here...
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OH MY GOD! I WAS SO FUCKING DRUNK LAST NIGHT puke



Enjoy the Silence

Words like violence
Break the silence
Come crashing in
Into my little world
Painful to me
Pierce right through me
Can't you understand
Oh my little girl

All I ever wanted
All I ever needed
Is here in my arms
Words are very unnecessary
They can only do harm

Vows are spoken...
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glassheart:
uhm, what?