MOVEING THE FUCK OUT.
i feel so dead
i feel like i'm dying
i know i'm alive
why am i hanging on to you
why don't you kill me
you have
i want
i want you
i want too much
i want all i can't have
we are dead
we are dying
i know we are alive
why are you hanging on to me
why...
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i feel so dead
i feel like i'm dying
i know i'm alive
why am i hanging on to you
why don't you kill me
you have
i want
i want you
i want too much
i want all i can't have
we are dead
we are dying
i know we are alive
why are you hanging on to me
why...
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so ya....i'm moving out
i miss you....you
i really, really miss you
i hate it, i hat it, i hate it!
i want it back
there's nothing i can do.....
i miss you....you
i really, really miss you
i hate it, i hat it, i hate it!
i want it back
there's nothing i can do.....
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thetrooper:
hey hey! just one more and i'll walk away all
the everything you win turns to nothing today
and i forget when to move when my mouth is this
dry and my eyes are bursting hearts in a blood-
stained sky oh it was sweet it was wild and oh
how we...i trembled stuck in honey honey
cling to me so just one more just one more go
inspire in me the desire in me to never go home
oh just one more and i'll walk away all the
everything you win turns to nothing today so
just one more just one more go inspire in me
the desire in me to never go home
the everything you win turns to nothing today
and i forget when to move when my mouth is this
dry and my eyes are bursting hearts in a blood-
stained sky oh it was sweet it was wild and oh
how we...i trembled stuck in honey honey
cling to me so just one more just one more go
inspire in me the desire in me to never go home
oh just one more and i'll walk away all the
everything you win turns to nothing today so
just one more just one more go inspire in me
the desire in me to never go home
immolate:
Dude, when you get a chance, check out God Module. So good.
ok SG.....
BIG, BIG new!
i'm fuck'n mov'n out bitches
LATE
love marc, a.k.a TheTrooper
BIG, BIG new!
i'm fuck'n mov'n out bitches
LATE
love marc, a.k.a TheTrooper
immolate:
Damn, where to?
ok................
so, i'll hpoefully being drinking soon! this is a plus. i'm lisoning to the new Zao! yay!! BUT it's not working NOW! (fuck). i just got off work, i got out of the ugly pants and into the tight one's. i'm going to eat and then drink.
but i'm writeing now b/c i have so much shit on my mind! so i'll just start...
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so, i'll hpoefully being drinking soon! this is a plus. i'm lisoning to the new Zao! yay!! BUT it's not working NOW! (fuck). i just got off work, i got out of the ugly pants and into the tight one's. i'm going to eat and then drink.
but i'm writeing now b/c i have so much shit on my mind! so i'll just start...
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glassheart:
Its fine if you want to talk in person. Let me know when. I dont have a whole lot going on now that Im out of school.
You can come here, or ill come over there. With the holidays, Ill be in town a lot. Let me know.
and, Im glad to see you are writing. Its good to hear those thoughts of yours.
You can come here, or ill come over there. With the holidays, Ill be in town a lot. Let me know.
and, Im glad to see you are writing. Its good to hear those thoughts of yours.
glassheart:
i dont think im going to be able to come out tomorrow. Im terribly sick. So sick that this sore throat is closing my throat and I can barily talk and cant really swallow at all. It sucks so terribly.
My sister comes in on friday, so Ill be in town all next week and such. I would call you, but I cant talk right now. Sorry.
My sister comes in on friday, so Ill be in town all next week and such. I would call you, but I cant talk right now. Sorry.
That night I never came home
Wandering souls captured my thoughts
Emptiness filled my mind
Urgency spoke her lies
In the confines of these grey walls
I watched them move together
Taking me places I cannot remember
We have been poured out
Into a loveless bride
How quickly I forget, that this is meaningless
In a world passing through my fingers
I still chase the...
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Wandering souls captured my thoughts
Emptiness filled my mind
Urgency spoke her lies
In the confines of these grey walls
I watched them move together
Taking me places I cannot remember
We have been poured out
Into a loveless bride
How quickly I forget, that this is meaningless
In a world passing through my fingers
I still chase the...
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daniofthedead:
i meant your previous entry had things like 'B4" and other things that arent easy to read haha.
lynnailove:
I like this.
ok.
this go's out too all the ppl that look at this. all like three of you.
life is quite new. it's feeling worm, much briter than b4. 4 the 1st time i can almost see things cleally. i can see all the things i need 2 stop, all the things that need improvement.
i'm ejoiying life right now, i haven't in so long.....so long...
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this go's out too all the ppl that look at this. all like three of you.
life is quite new. it's feeling worm, much briter than b4. 4 the 1st time i can almost see things cleally. i can see all the things i need 2 stop, all the things that need improvement.
i'm ejoiying life right now, i haven't in so long.....so long...
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glassheart:
i was thinking about calling you and seeing how you were doing. Youve been on my mind a lot lately.
Glad to see you are doing better.
Glad to see you are doing better.
daniofthedead:
all i can say is i wish youd type things out a little more..........understandable for me ha.
keep your chin up, you'll be fine
keep your chin up, you'll be fine
alive
hey God, why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God, i think you owe me a great big apology
Terrible Lie
Hey God, I really don't know what you mean.
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.
I feel my hatred grow all the...
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hey God, why are you doing this to me?
am i not living up to what i'm supposed to be?
why am i seething with this animosity?
hey God, i think you owe me a great big apology
Terrible Lie
Hey God, I really don't know what you mean.
Seems like salvation comes only in our dreams.
I feel my hatred grow all the...
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glassheart:
hey. Im ok. thanks for the concern. I have just been so happy and in good spirits lately, that one bad day really hit me hard. Thank you for still caring. Ok. Im going to go pack for my trip and cry my head off. Im sure one of those will do me good.
Tonight, angela and I went through the marc box. We both cried. It made me sad to realize that I have been mainly remembering the bad times, when we had so many good ones. Its a good thing I have so many reminders.
love you for always.
p.s.- I hope everything works out for you and Siren4. Yes, that was the heartbreaking news I got today. I hope she's not a "dip-shit" and treats you well. You deserve it.
Tonight, angela and I went through the marc box. We both cried. It made me sad to realize that I have been mainly remembering the bad times, when we had so many good ones. Its a good thing I have so many reminders.
love you for always.
p.s.- I hope everything works out for you and Siren4. Yes, that was the heartbreaking news I got today. I hope she's not a "dip-shit" and treats you well. You deserve it.
thetrooper:
At The End of August
So I lit lanterns,
to light up all these words,
looking back I know
it's what I'd die for.
And through all of this life,
smashed away all the strife,
a friendship I paint, untouchable.
Crawling from the floor,
I've been there before.
There I was staring
back at the bottom.
Let's just make this clear,
it came from these tears.
Carved across our chest, loyalty.
And with the new light,
there was young hope.
To underline the meaning,
and carve our names in.
At the end of August, the end of...
At the end of August, the end of...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
So I lit lanterns,
to light up all these words,
looking back I know
it's what I'd die for.
And through all of this life,
smashed away all the strife,
a friendship I paint, untouchable.
And with the new light,
there was young hope.
To underline the meaning,
and carve our names in.
At the end of August, the end of...
At the end of August, the end of...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
Crawling from the floor,
I've been there before.
It's biggest fear, loyalty.
And I want you to know
how all of you made me,
how all of you saved me and...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
At the end of August, the end of...
At the end of August, the end of...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
Crawling from the floor,
I've been there before.
There I was staring
back at the bottom.
Let's just make this clear,
it came from these tears.
Carved across our chest, loyalty.
loyalty! loyal!
So I lit lanterns,
to light up all these words,
looking back I know
it's what I'd die for.
And through all of this life,
smashed away all the strife,
a friendship I paint, untouchable.
Crawling from the floor,
I've been there before.
There I was staring
back at the bottom.
Let's just make this clear,
it came from these tears.
Carved across our chest, loyalty.
And with the new light,
there was young hope.
To underline the meaning,
and carve our names in.
At the end of August, the end of...
At the end of August, the end of...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
So I lit lanterns,
to light up all these words,
looking back I know
it's what I'd die for.
And through all of this life,
smashed away all the strife,
a friendship I paint, untouchable.
And with the new light,
there was young hope.
To underline the meaning,
and carve our names in.
At the end of August, the end of...
At the end of August, the end of...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
Crawling from the floor,
I've been there before.
It's biggest fear, loyalty.
And I want you to know
how all of you made me,
how all of you saved me and...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
At the end of August, the end of...
At the end of August, the end of...
I'll never replace the ones I first made, Jesus, does anyone?
Crawling from the floor,
I've been there before.
There I was staring
back at the bottom.
Let's just make this clear,
it came from these tears.
Carved across our chest, loyalty.
loyalty! loyal!
i'm going 2 kill myself 2night.
asrai:
don't do that.
i'm just moving on with my life... maybe taking my nakedness elsewhere.
i'll be on myspace still, if you have that. myspace.com/asraisuicide
take care
i'm just moving on with my life... maybe taking my nakedness elsewhere.
i'll be on myspace still, if you have that. myspace.com/asraisuicide
take care
magick:
dude. 
my brakes went out on 280 the other night. i could have died! i could have lost my life in a flash. i could have beed take'n from you all, could have been gone... *4always* i hate my fucking life
it's wasn't even a stupid thing i was doing. someone is trying 2 tell me something. i found peace of mind. and it's the best...
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it's wasn't even a stupid thing i was doing. someone is trying 2 tell me something. i found peace of mind. and it's the best...
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thetrooper:
It's been a long dark road
But I remember when
It meant the world to me
It's been a long dark day
And a cold black night
And it still gets hard to see
Cause they don't know me
And they never will
It's been a long dark road
I still remember why
It took so much out of me
It's a shallow pond
We're swimming in
And it makes it hard to breathe
Cause they don't know Me
And they never will
No they don't know why
Or how it feels to live
It's been a long dark road
And I remember skies
That weren't so hard...to see
It's been a long dark day
And I remember nights
That made me Me
Cause they don't know me
And they never will
And they don't know why
Or how it feels to live
*humming outro*
But I remember when
It meant the world to me
It's been a long dark day
And a cold black night
And it still gets hard to see
Cause they don't know me
And they never will
It's been a long dark road
I still remember why
It took so much out of me
It's a shallow pond
We're swimming in
And it makes it hard to breathe
Cause they don't know Me
And they never will
No they don't know why
Or how it feels to live
It's been a long dark road
And I remember skies
That weren't so hard...to see
It's been a long dark day
And I remember nights
That made me Me
Cause they don't know me
And they never will
And they don't know why
Or how it feels to live
*humming outro*
immolate:
At least it wasn't 101
i'm not going to drink anymore. i'm done. i'm done hurting myself.
i love you.
may the hours not turn into years.
goodnight
i love you.
may the hours not turn into years.
goodnight
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