I phrased it that way to basically portray my hope in the same manner that all of the women on here are approaching being a suicide girl. I was laid off from my job in Oakhurst and I am no longer a logger. I am in crippling debt, and am behind on bills. Car payment and rent is due soon and I cannot afford to live basically. I am not discouraged, nor will my heart falter. I am hopeful. I will prevail in my desire to be a musician's musician. I love playing music, but I also LOVE music in all different forms that I am willing to sacrifice my potential to go to school for music to help other musicians succeed. I want to be the guy in my hometown of Madera, California that brings music back to this town! I want to bring money into Madera, and I am discouraged because I do not have much support. I have friends that want to help, but everyone has to make money for other people at their jobs. These photos are of me and my wife. They made me really happy today, and I just found them on an old flash drive. Be happy everyone! Love! Be Hopeful!
