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Well I had some fantastic news this week I sold 3 cars, love my job and oh yea I got fired

WHAT?!?!?

Well before you all think what I've been thinking for the past 24 hours that I'm a loser and can't hold down a job let me give you the circumstances and see what you all think.

There was another salesman there, acutally a drug dealre/salesman unfortunily I know now that he knew the GM very well. WEll he decided 2 days ago how far he could push me and test to see if he could get me fired.

He consthaly stole my sustomers, in mid bargin, and just generaly gave me allot of shit...but I but my tongue..i used the chain of commad and told who I thought needed to be told....nothing was done and I went about my merry way becuase every job has an asshold and I loved this job.

So 2 days ago while in the parking lot he decides to go in on me calling me a gay whop that shouldnt be working for his dealership. He said I was an embarresment to the lot and if he had his way I would be fired. I said well your not the GM and you can't fire me so touvh luck.(thats literally what I said...even though I just got called gay and a whoop) So he spit in my face, and walks away.

Well I just kinda stood there, thinking, burning and then it happend I went back inside puished his desk over and told him if he ever did that again I would put his head though a fucking window and then beat run hm over with deulie. He then went into deny mood. Just words were exchanged and I of course was on the defensive at this point.

I told my sales manager what happned, he knows the kid and belived my story he tired talking to out GM but it was no go. Apprently doing that scares the living crap out of some people and I was viewed as a liablittly.

I found out yssterday offical on the phone on my day off. Folks I've never been spit on, even by DI's I know I should have used the chain of commad, I know I should bit my tonuge till it bleed and I know the Marines out a hell of allot more control in me than that.

I feel sorry most of all fof you guys...you go up and down with me on this path we call life as I march on and I appreciate it. I really feel bad for Katie, hun I'm osrry if I let you down but I won't stop trying to find a jon and I can promise this won't happen again.

If you guys really don't feel sorry for me let me know if you think I fucked up let me know. I know I think I maybe should have done things diffrent, but in my mind at the time having just bneen spat on, that takes too much to ignore.

I'm gong to stop posting for awhile in my jounral until I can get some stuff setterled. I won't stop posting in youir jounrals though....llke I said you've all been there for me and I tend to keep it that way for you. I just hope you all can forgive me.

Tony.