So I had a sit down hardcore talk with my dad today. It was weird to say the least. I told him that he really hurts me when he talks down to me...that he makes me feel suickal when he gives me no support. That its bad enough I have almost no social life becuase I've been taking care of him and no one seems to understand that which is fine but
I would at least like acceptance by him.
He said that he was sorry for the way he was treating me but that's the only way he knows how to deal with what hes going throrugh. He really just is concerned about my well being and dosent want me to be be tie downed to him. I told him that he was my father and he came first no matter what and if people don't get that then they don't get me.
I don't know if I mentioned this in my last post but I put my application on montster .com so hopefully that will bring in some results. I wish there was a way I could put my dating resume up somewhere and potential dates could interview me and then decide if they wanted to date me or not...at least I coudl get some results.
Thiis is a question for the ladies...Now you all know my situation obviously I've been out of work for some time but for good reason...now would you date a guy even though he's outta work that long and he's know trying to find a job...keep in mind he does get some veterans pay. so he will not ever leech off of you.
Well I'm going to go take a shower.....well actually I'm going to wait and finsih a conversation with someone then go do that. Hope you all have a blast doin what you do today.
Music on: The offspring, want you bad
Question of the day: what do love about foreplay
Random fact: You may all think that I want a women in my life just for sex ehh wrong...the reason is for the compansship..someone to give stuff to uncondtinally to take out have a good time with, to hold to hug to know that she thinks aboutt me and vicer versa. While sex is great in women its really not the only thing on my mind. Belive me its been a looong time so its just not that important anymore.
I would at least like acceptance by him.
He said that he was sorry for the way he was treating me but that's the only way he knows how to deal with what hes going throrugh. He really just is concerned about my well being and dosent want me to be be tie downed to him. I told him that he was my father and he came first no matter what and if people don't get that then they don't get me.
I don't know if I mentioned this in my last post but I put my application on montster .com so hopefully that will bring in some results. I wish there was a way I could put my dating resume up somewhere and potential dates could interview me and then decide if they wanted to date me or not...at least I coudl get some results.
Thiis is a question for the ladies...Now you all know my situation obviously I've been out of work for some time but for good reason...now would you date a guy even though he's outta work that long and he's know trying to find a job...keep in mind he does get some veterans pay. so he will not ever leech off of you.
Well I'm going to go take a shower.....well actually I'm going to wait and finsih a conversation with someone then go do that. Hope you all have a blast doin what you do today.
Music on: The offspring, want you bad
Question of the day: what do love about foreplay
Random fact: You may all think that I want a women in my life just for sex ehh wrong...the reason is for the compansship..someone to give stuff to uncondtinally to take out have a good time with, to hold to hug to know that she thinks aboutt me and vicer versa. While sex is great in women its really not the only thing on my mind. Belive me its been a looong time so its just not that important anymore.
and.. i didnt hit anyone tonight.
have a good one!
Oh....and *boob slap*.