thetotalm

reaaaallly sick of this snow. Didn't work again today becuase of it. but I put the time to good use. Mailed out some resumes and posted my resume on Monster.com. HOpefully that will bring in some calls.

Had a killler headache all day. I had it from 7 am on. its now 928 est. *sigh* just another thing wrong with me.

My father said ysterday that I'm basically a failuyer in life. I have no potential to eployers, becuase I never went back to school and that makes me a failuer and no girl would ever want to date someone that looks like me and has all the problems that I do. I'm beginning to think he's right. Its sad really I always read about these nice girls in these shitty relationships but as far as I"m concerned they take one look at me they turn tail and run. Maybe I should have just put my dad in a home for the lsat two years and kept going insted of taking care of him. Maybe then the dates would have pured in. But even he forgets that I took care of him so what wsa the rucking point. Just a waste of two years of my life.

I'm going to bed now. Since know one here even really posts anything anymore, I don't get any emails I may just quit all together. Hell I'm no good at anything anyway.