thetotalm

So its been awhile since I last posted. Sorry I've been mucho busy. My migranes have gone somewhat since i took myself off some of my pills. School I"ve had some homework to do and that always takes up some time. Although I did take a test on friday and get a 97 on it. Not bad for my first test. Although on my first paper I handed in I only got a 6/10 but I did a re-write on it so hopefully I"ll get a better grade. There are two absollutly gorgeous girls in my english class that I want to ask out so bad but I"m very shy. So school is going pretty damn good for me so far.

Work: We got our new managers in this week and I had to tell about 6 diffrent people about my disablitly and they each had to call my social worker to verify. It was humilitating and embarssing. Ughn I hope none of you ever have the unpleasetness of having a disablitity and then having to tell a manager. Its quite tough. There is also a girl I likeat work but I don't think she knows I like her.....shes absolutly heavnly and the new managers werer therating to cut her from the company this week. She can only work 1 day a week due to school and they all said "why should we have such and such in a shirt" I felt really bad for her. They also berated my old manager from behind her back saying very nasty things. Oh well guess you never know somwone. My old manager also screwed with the system one last time and gave me a HUGE paycheck this week. I left a message on her phone thanking her for it...shes in Disney right now with her Finance. So work could have gone better this week but oh well I"ll keep going. I did stay and show up for all my shifts though

Homelife just has been extremly time consuming. I get outta work at 3 and then I smoke and then I've tried to clean and that dosen't happen I just kinda lay on my bed for a few hours, and play with my cat. Then I go over to my parents house to eat dinner and watch TV. Then I go to sleep and go to whatever doctor or work or whatever I have to do the next day. They make sure I get up on time....becuase I never wake up on time. Plus theres less reason for me to lay on a couch then lay in bed. So I"ve been doing that. I got my dogtags back last night and the girls mom was home when I thought I was going to score. oh well maybe we'll go back out sometime, who knows. But I"ve been missing my SG...yea I"ve been keeping up with my friends journals but not on the Current events boards. Thats what I really miss. So today thats all I"m going to do I think...when I get home tonight anyway...right now I"m going to watch the webisodes of battlestar gallaticta.

have a great day all
Ant.