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Well its been quite awhile siince my last post so I figured I'd give you all an update on how I"m doing. Honestly I'm doing just fine. I've arranged to stay at my parents house at night and my house during (most) of the day. I"ve talked to as many people as possilbe about "the incident" figuring that will help me deal with it better. Hell I shared it with you guys and potentially the world....I guess I won't be running for president hehehe. Anyway I"ve gotten allot of motivation back and ambtion I"ve gone and gotten a job application and filled that out. I've been more concerend about my personal look and hygene and I feel better physically. Although I've been getting some pretty wicked headaches oh well csan't be perfect. I"ve been particiapting in the boards which always stimulates my mind which always helps until school starts (which by the way I got my acceptance letter this week.) So I"ve tried to keep myself busy.I even had one night wherer I my mind started to wander but I just laid back relaxed and went to sleep, something that used to be impossible for me.

The doctors and cliinicans seemed to be generally concered with me when I went in for my appts. this week so that made me feel pretty good that there are people who care about me. They gave me some suggestions that at first overwhelmed me but I regained control and put everything in order. But maybe I don't need to be in perfect order all the time I need to be flexible sometimes. Something I have to work on. One thing at a time.

I watched troy, alexander, and million dollar baby lately all good movies. I highly recommend all of them...although of your going to miss one pick alexander I only give that one 2 stars out of 5, and I like Angelina Jolie.

I need a new topic to post about in the current events forum....something somewhat controversial. I'm thinking aborition but I don't know much about the topic and I want to be informed. If you have any suggestions please leave them in my journal.

Tony Mucci......a new life a new beginning

ps I may be getting my own trading card YAY
pss the winamp skins in the everything SG forum totally kick ass I downloaded quite a few very cool.