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Thursday Mar 23, 2006

Mar 23, 2006
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Recently I've had a bad patch of emotional and monetary luck all brought on by unknown factors. I really don't want to talk about it all becuase really some of it is embarrisng and quite stupid looking back on and I'm just trying to get on with my life.

But let me ask you guys this....if someone goes from 0-60 in a matter of minutes and stays like that for hours then goes back to normal is that a normal thing, like do any of you get like that. IE you feel unstoppable, you have excessive amounts of energey, you feel you don't need sleep at 4am, stuff like that. Then the next day you feel just the oppostie you crash and you feel like shit and very depressed about life in general.

I think I know the answer already but I want to know if anyone that reads this journal goes through these cycles as well. This just started for me and quite honestly I love when I have all the energy but the depression part really sucks.

Anyway....I want to change my profile pic but unfortutily when I lost my computer I lost all my pictures of me as well. So I need to get someone to take some pics of me. Not nude pics just some normal pics with some diffrent outfits on so I have some options.

I"m offically going to school in the fall, I filled out all the required paperwork for financial aid today and was assured that everything would be paid for. All thats left to do is actually register for classes. I have no idea what the hell to take. Hopefully my guidance guy can tell me what to take as far as pre req's.

So thats all thats been happening here. Remeber be safe and stay sane. ARRR!!!
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maxi:
i guess you gotta know the artist to find humor in the blood and guts of my pups, funny he left it on my desk at work, you can imagine how horrified but pleased at the same time when i saw it. anthing haveing to do with my pups is great to me.

all of his illustrations and work is pretty much violent and usually has cute kids and animals included.
Mar 31, 2006
maxi:
BTW, i know RI isn't that big, but i use to have a old pen pal there years ago when i was a kif, the last name is Guadagno, Michael, prob around my age, ring any bells? prob around Providenc or Fedral hill.
Mar 31, 2006

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