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Well, some folks may notice that I added a pic of myself. About damned time, right? I've been avoiding it for a while cause honestly I don't think anyone particularly wants to see what I look like. What did Chuck say in one of his books? "The difference between how you look and how you think you look is enough to kill most people." Something like that, I think. Either way, the message in his case was that sometimes we look far worse than we think and seeing ourselves bloated and pimply with cottage cheese ass in a picture can be enough to make us hide in our houses for the rest of our lives. To hell with it though. I've been told my opinion of my own looks is far worse than the reality, so I'll give it a go.

Also, I had my first sex dream, about a person I actually know, last night. I don't know about others, but this is rare for me. Sex dreams for me usually involve a nameless (and to be honest, a typically faceless) woman. It's not something creepy where her face is just a round oval of skin or anything fucked up like that. The face just doesn't imprint itself in my memory. My mind doesn't bother to come up with a name either, apparently. So it's just some random woman, essentially.

Last night though it was a very specific woman. A female friend of mine that I've known for something like three years. I don't get to hang out with her as much as I'd like (as in, haven't seen her in a year or something) but we still chat over IM and phone. We used to be closer, but not as much anymore. I'm not sure why it was her. She's sexy, for sure, but we were never more than friends. She's uninterested and she was always taken besides. It was a pretty sweet dream though, so I guess I'll enjoy it for that.