thestarwithinme

the days...

So each day I dive along this same street
And I wonder if there is even a single thought out there
Years have past and I jus remember the times
Could things have been different?
I guess we will never know
Things have been weird lately
You think you are at a place in your life
But the past sometimes jus comes back...
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what do i do now?

there has always been one thing in my life thats been a constant
but now at an abrupt moment it ends for a time i do not konw
i think back on these times i have had
and i know i show lack of compassion and dedication
deep inside i know how i feel
the love
the pain
its all...
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something from the past

so odd to have a life i once left behind
find its way back a weekend
i dont mind it
ive grown up so much more than what i was 3 years ago
but still the thought of unsaid words
and old emotions that have been deep inside
they want to come out
i still can not say my words out...
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insomniotic

Make nothing less of a chance to live a life
But to make regrets behind oneself to strive for
Fake nothing and make things happen
To only living exist once
That a person can remember
Kill me now
So I can start fresh
This sorrowed life is dismal and dispensed
Depleted and irritating
I really should blame myself
I get myself into these situation...
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if only the world knew how many times ive felt
the tragedy of life that longs for ones self
and i listen to the sounds of simple melodies
that music has become a part of my daily life

sky

i wrote this a while ago. for my hockey team
thought i would put it on hear
warriors

warriors
fight to the end, to death
stand tall and straight
raise our swords high towards the stars
and salute the many people we represent
the many we go into battle for
we trained our bodies to withstand the fullest
torn muscles, cut arms and cracked shoulders...
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I see myself in a odd wold
watch scary, horror, suspense movies
sickening, disgusting
disturbing to the normal eye
people getting hacked up
mutilated, tortured and raped
movies with chopped up limbs in freezers
internal organs torn out and eaten
eyes ripped out of heads
while they were still alive and kicking
they scream out their lungs in pain
the scarred look and fear in...
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meteors

as i lay alone
under the stars
the flashes of light
pass my dark shadow
my body pressed against
the cold hard wood
with a comfortable chill
trickle down my back
silence is all i hear
with the occasional rabbit scurrying around
in the near by bushes
my eyes glued to the night sky
as if i been watching lighting from a distant planet...
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