never thought I'd say this. Really, I mean it. I remember the first time was at Cherubs, they were making some preliminary announcements. "If you're on medication, please, don't go off your medication."
I was perfectly happy to start taking pills. I never thought of it as Sarah Kane described, "chemical lobotomy."
I mostly really liked the idea of getting better, dammit.
Except now I sort of want to feel miserable. That's quite possibly the worst thing I could want for myself, but nonetheless.
Also, you know that feeling you get when you see someone who looks dark and moody, and they tell you "no one hugs [name]," and your goal for that period of time becomes "hug [name]" and nothing else? That's how I feel most of the time. Not hugging, just that anarchic little demon.
I was perfectly happy to start taking pills. I never thought of it as Sarah Kane described, "chemical lobotomy."
I mostly really liked the idea of getting better, dammit.
Except now I sort of want to feel miserable. That's quite possibly the worst thing I could want for myself, but nonetheless.
Also, you know that feeling you get when you see someone who looks dark and moody, and they tell you "no one hugs [name]," and your goal for that period of time becomes "hug [name]" and nothing else? That's how I feel most of the time. Not hugging, just that anarchic little demon.