I'm not fast, I am not stronger than most but I will outlast. I can run far....Very far. My long run today is going to be 8 miles long. Far into the night I am going to go and never come back. Why? I mean I can be stereotypical and say I like to be alone. Or, the burn is great. That isn't it though.......
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I'm sure most of you have heard of a marathon. 26.2 miles of running that seems like it will never end. An exhausting and grueling race that will never end. I want to do more than this. I want to try for something harder.
There is this thing called an Iron man race. 2.4-mile (3.86 km) swim, a 112-mile (180.25 km) bicycle ride and...
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I'm trying this blog a day and it's kinda nice so far. It is allowing me a way to transcribe my feels ad where I am at life. THe thing I want to talk about today is my own personal fitness. Many of you might not know but I used to weigh over 300 pounds. I lost all that weight to join the Marine Corps...
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I don't have to try to let people like me. I don't have to force it or feel upset. THey can downright hate me and who should care. Me? That is such a big relief off my back to know that it's okay for people not to like me or to just dislike me. What is wrong at all with just letting a person think...
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...It's my birthday. I hate my birthday with a passion. It used to mean so much when I was younger and as the years go on I started to hate it even more. I suppose I started to dislike it when I realized that it was never going to be the same as when I was younger. I always get these big expectation that it...
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I think this will help me out. I am going to see if I can do this. A cool internet journal.
I just can't do clubs. I can't do loud bars or clubs and see everyone happy. I don't understand and o just can't.... I don't see how people can be so happy sometimes.
It seems ever since I acquired my goal weight I have let myself go a bit. It's nothing terrible like it was before but it starting to make me feel a bit large. I am currently 205 pounds and have gained about 20 pounds since I have been in the Marine Corps. That is in all honesty my fault. Now that I am here what...
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Something happened today. I was looking out my window and for a moment thought maybe I should be looking the other way. When I turned I finally saw the most amazing view of the ocean. My room has a view of the ocean and I didn't notice until I looked another way outside of my window. That's when I started to think maybe I am...
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For the first time in my life I kinda feel happy being single. I'm not too worried about finding anyone too soon and I love being single right now. It's just kinda awesome not having that idea of "will I ever find someone" hand over my head. It gves me time to focus on my fitness and my own goals in the Marine Corps. Life...
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