...It's my birthday. I hate my birthday with a passion. It used to mean so much when I was younger and as the years go on I started to hate it even more. I suppose I started to dislike it when I realized that it was never going to be the same as when I was younger. I always get these big expectation that it is going to be this grand thing and it just turns out bad. I'm tired of being let down ever time that I get my hope up. With party, gifts or people just saying it in general. I stopped celebrating it about five years ago when I turned 21. I just got into a huge fight with my urrent girlfriend about her wanting to buy me a gift and me telling her no. I didn't want anything and she got upset. To the point where we both just hung up on each other. I really don't want to be let down again this year. I really don't want too...
