I don't blog a lot or that often at all. It's obvious that you can tell those things from my profile or looking through my post. I found myself coming here for attention that in the end I don't get. Attention that I can easily get from Facebook where I just write something shitty and people will come to like what I say.
In the end no one from my real life knows that I have this website. I think this would be the best place to have a frank and honest conversation about my life. A place to keep as journal. I have a lot of things to write about this year. The death of my grandfather, my heart being broken, the healing/depression that came from all of this, taking a chance on someone new again. A lot to write and I have no idea where to start. I think I will just take it a little bit at a time to decide what to say. What I am proud to say is that I have lost over 85 pounds. I look like a new person but I feel all the same.
I guess question is has anyone ever felt like that? I know that when you lose weight you prepare and train your body. Not enough people tell you that you have to do the same for your mind and heart.
Songs that have hit me:
Sweater Weather- By The Neighbourhood
Overall I am excited to see where life takes me but a little precarious.
In the end no one from my real life knows that I have this website. I think this would be the best place to have a frank and honest conversation about my life. A place to keep as journal. I have a lot of things to write about this year. The death of my grandfather, my heart being broken, the healing/depression that came from all of this, taking a chance on someone new again. A lot to write and I have no idea where to start. I think I will just take it a little bit at a time to decide what to say. What I am proud to say is that I have lost over 85 pounds. I look like a new person but I feel all the same.
I guess question is has anyone ever felt like that? I know that when you lose weight you prepare and train your body. Not enough people tell you that you have to do the same for your mind and heart.
Songs that have hit me:
Sweater Weather- By The Neighbourhood
Overall I am excited to see where life takes me but a little precarious.
kaicito:
Hi! This is of course random, since I don't know you...and I don't want to intrude on your journal. Just stopped by to say congratulations on your amazing weight loss; I can't even begin to imagine how much effort and discipline went into that achievement! Plus it seems you had some heartbreak to contend with. Again, not knowing you, I find it hard to believe that such a huge physical change doesn't also bring with it some psychological changes as well, but then I also tend to believe that the core of our personality does not change all that much. Anyway, hope things go well for you...speaking as a much older person I can assure (?) you that life stays precarious :-)