LA was pretty good. No where as pretty as home but, it's got it's own charm... I'm still trying to find. HAHA. Oh man. Any who, I5 is a long stretch of ugly, I still hate navigating SF, LA has a horrible freeway system and even more horrible drivers. These are all facts and true to the best of my knowledge.
Went to Mt San Antonio college. It's alright, nothing to really write home about. Registration/Application start DEC 1st. What did kick ass was the place I plan on moving into. I totally forgot to take pictures but really, gunna be the best place ever. The GF will be moving in with me... which is awesome but...
Okay, I'm fucking worried about moving down to LA. I want to be with my girl, really want to make it happen. My problem is, I've been doing crazy shit away from home for six years. Getting calls from my sergeant at five in the morning to grab all my cold weather gear because it's -60 out and we need to recover an aircraft because the pilots decided to land there, on a saturday. Oh, and of course they weren't there because of duty day hours. Fuck you. Recover your own aircraft, assholes. Maybe next time you fucking pilots will think twice about landing in a fucking pond. Oh, I'm not still angry about the Army. Not one fucking bit...
But what I'm trying to get at is that I'm free now, my life is not hectic. My life is boring, boring and predictable... and not scary, at all. I had a plan and everything and then I fall in love, and to make sure everything works out, I got to change my plans. I got to move and do all sorts of stuff. It's stressing me out and it's just too much too soon for me.
The GF says she's made a lot of changes in her life because of me but I'm failing to see what all that is. Because she's not moving 8 hours away from family. She's not going to a new college, or starting college etc. I mean, there's so much, or not so much shit that she's changing in her life except taking a chance by moving in with my crazy ass. If things don't work she moves back in with family and continues going to school. I haven't mentioned this to her yet, and I feel bad, but should I have to? Feel bad or say anything about this shit?
It's just a big change and all too fast for me. But I really do love this girl a lot. Had a great weekend with her. All these feelings came too quickly and I broke two rules on this girl. No long distance and nobody two years or more younger than me. It's like... fuck, what do I do? I think I'm just going to move down and see how things pan out. I really hope things will work out right for me and her, whatever that may be.
I hate that about life. The more you go through it the more you figure shit out, only to run into more shit you don't know. For me, I just want to make the right choices and hopefully I can walk away knowing people are happy and I'm okay. Ugh. Life, why must you be so stressful?
Today I geeked out A LOT. As some of you may or may not know, I'm a huge geek. I might even be a ninja alpha geek. I'm uber geeky in just about every geek department, and, it doesn't completely consume my life, and I still manage to get laid by pretty women. I am not a man whore though. I want to make that very clear. I have standards you know? What kind of girl you take me for?
Anyway, geekness. I'm a growing kerberos panzer cop fan. Problem is, not a big following here in the states.
Also, Patlabor. God knows I love my Japanese Mecha. But anyway, found this little piece of acoustic on the Stray Dog - Kerberos panzer cops sound track. I really miss my mini martin. Love my gretsch duo jet, but miss the hell out of acoustic.
And um, got my ears pierced today. The piercer is also a tattoo apprentice. She also happened to be cute. She also happened to give me her number, even though I never asked for it. I'm also very taken by a gorgeous lady. God damn it. Why is it when I'm taken like every woman and their dog hit on me but when I'm not taken, they never seem to be interested. Or when they are, they're just looking for nookie. It's fucking bullshit, man.
Oh yeah, never got my license or did shit at the DMV. It's never going to happen. Also, on the ride back home I didn't pay a toll at a bridge. I kind of just... drove through. I'm sitting and waiting to see what happens. Other stuff happened in the past... time now. I just don't feel like sharing or taking pictures of anything. I'll talk about it later.
Went to Mt San Antonio college. It's alright, nothing to really write home about. Registration/Application start DEC 1st. What did kick ass was the place I plan on moving into. I totally forgot to take pictures but really, gunna be the best place ever. The GF will be moving in with me... which is awesome but...
Okay, I'm fucking worried about moving down to LA. I want to be with my girl, really want to make it happen. My problem is, I've been doing crazy shit away from home for six years. Getting calls from my sergeant at five in the morning to grab all my cold weather gear because it's -60 out and we need to recover an aircraft because the pilots decided to land there, on a saturday. Oh, and of course they weren't there because of duty day hours. Fuck you. Recover your own aircraft, assholes. Maybe next time you fucking pilots will think twice about landing in a fucking pond. Oh, I'm not still angry about the Army. Not one fucking bit...
But what I'm trying to get at is that I'm free now, my life is not hectic. My life is boring, boring and predictable... and not scary, at all. I had a plan and everything and then I fall in love, and to make sure everything works out, I got to change my plans. I got to move and do all sorts of stuff. It's stressing me out and it's just too much too soon for me.
The GF says she's made a lot of changes in her life because of me but I'm failing to see what all that is. Because she's not moving 8 hours away from family. She's not going to a new college, or starting college etc. I mean, there's so much, or not so much shit that she's changing in her life except taking a chance by moving in with my crazy ass. If things don't work she moves back in with family and continues going to school. I haven't mentioned this to her yet, and I feel bad, but should I have to? Feel bad or say anything about this shit?
It's just a big change and all too fast for me. But I really do love this girl a lot. Had a great weekend with her. All these feelings came too quickly and I broke two rules on this girl. No long distance and nobody two years or more younger than me. It's like... fuck, what do I do? I think I'm just going to move down and see how things pan out. I really hope things will work out right for me and her, whatever that may be.
I hate that about life. The more you go through it the more you figure shit out, only to run into more shit you don't know. For me, I just want to make the right choices and hopefully I can walk away knowing people are happy and I'm okay. Ugh. Life, why must you be so stressful?
Today I geeked out A LOT. As some of you may or may not know, I'm a huge geek. I might even be a ninja alpha geek. I'm uber geeky in just about every geek department, and, it doesn't completely consume my life, and I still manage to get laid by pretty women. I am not a man whore though. I want to make that very clear. I have standards you know? What kind of girl you take me for?
Anyway, geekness. I'm a growing kerberos panzer cop fan. Problem is, not a big following here in the states.
Also, Patlabor. God knows I love my Japanese Mecha. But anyway, found this little piece of acoustic on the Stray Dog - Kerberos panzer cops sound track. I really miss my mini martin. Love my gretsch duo jet, but miss the hell out of acoustic.
And um, got my ears pierced today. The piercer is also a tattoo apprentice. She also happened to be cute. She also happened to give me her number, even though I never asked for it. I'm also very taken by a gorgeous lady. God damn it. Why is it when I'm taken like every woman and their dog hit on me but when I'm not taken, they never seem to be interested. Or when they are, they're just looking for nookie. It's fucking bullshit, man.
Oh yeah, never got my license or did shit at the DMV. It's never going to happen. Also, on the ride back home I didn't pay a toll at a bridge. I kind of just... drove through. I'm sitting and waiting to see what happens. Other stuff happened in the past... time now. I just don't feel like sharing or taking pictures of anything. I'll talk about it later.