I've spent the last few weeks going to events for my sister that really show me she'es grown up. Her HS graduation and her last dance show. I see her going onto bigger and better things. Shes a a college orientation right now. My one brother will be finishing college with in the next year or so and my other brother, after taking a year off, is start college this fall as well, and I sit and wonder, what happened to me. I have tried to go to school 3 times and have quit or just given up. I'm stuck in a low paying job doign shit I hate. I have ideas for websites and comic strips and books and stories rolling around in my head, but I have just a hard time getting anything down on paper. I feel broken, like something inside of me just wont work right and it never will. 