ouch. every single second is excrucitaing pain. i am a big scabby wound and there is no shelter of comfort anywhere. i know i will get through this but it feels as if i cant, wont, as if i will just evaporate any second or die because of the pain and emptiness. i have such a mess of a life to clean up, i dont know where to begin, how to accomplish it all. when it comes to psychic, spiritual, emotional matters, i can handle almost anything. but on a purely physical earthly level, i am very very weak. i need help to figure all this out, help moving things, making things work in this new energy that needs to become my life. i am very weak right now, very weak and very vulnerable. i know that there are vultures out there too that could easily just swoop in and start picking the flesh off my bones while i am here half alive. i dont really fear it though because i know my guardians are standing over me, crossbows at the ready. thank you spirit. i am being carried now.
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The Probe
The probe it burns into my eyes
I've never seen such brilliant skies
they showed me
they taught me
they changed me
they brought me to a higher plane
where things are not the same
but better
and brighter
it's lighter
than dark places I've been to
or rather dreamed of
not only scathing
in life I'm bathing
Dip me in the primordial ooze
like a cosmic taco
so I may bathe in the glory
of creation and taste
shower me with gifts of legends
like an Earthreal King
before his court
of a thousand fools
Sharpen my synergy stick
then fuel the bio tanks
and give good God his thanks
for the bounty
which I am about to receive!
The probe it burns into my eyes
I've never seen such brilliant skies
they showed me
they taught me
they changed me
they brought me to a higher plane
where things are not the same
but better
and brighter
it's lighter
than dark places I've been to
or rather dreamed of
not only scathing
in life I'm bathing
I never think of home
encased in cosmic chrome
when I'm charging ions
to and fro
I always dream of it
and of that massive ship
with the bio domes
and endless drive
before the service ends
lets make amends
and join to probe
the universe
The probe it burns into my eyes
I've never seen such brilliant skies
they showed me
they taught me
they changed me
they brought me to a higher plane
where things are not the same
but better
and brighter
it's lighter
than dark places I've been to
or rather dreamed of
not only scathing
in life I'm bathing