therealdj

Ok well, I'm now officially totally paranoid. In my experience whenever something good happens to me, something equally bad must happen to me in turn. And so far I've had some of the best 4 days of my life.

On saturday I had a fantastic date with a girl I really like and really want to work out. I've only gone out with her twice but its hard to tell from my end if she's really into me or not. And on top of that the more I like a girl the more idiotic I tend to revert to. So naturally with the girl I'm regretting every other word I tend to say.

Sunday I had a fantastic time with my family, the best I've had in a long long time. My sister and brother are absolutely fantastic at times, but other times they can drive me up the wall.

Monday, Tuesday and Today has been big money makers for me with the stock market so I'm just really really nervous the girl I like is gonna dump me, my family is gonna start expecting all these things from me depressing me, and the stock market is gonna collapse. And then I get arrested for my license or something.

I can almost smell it. The irony is what'll probably do me in isn't some outside force but my own nervousness about things going bad.

Oh well...here's to a lack of self confidence

Edit: And I've been dumped....