thepiratelauren

the inherent problem with hanging out with an ex as just friends is that things happen, not bad things, just that weren't intended. i hung out with nickie last night, just to paint and get some food. and he kissed me goodnight. and i didn't question it, it's just the way of things. when you spend all night painting in the rain under a bridge, you end up hugging (if only cuz he's a big warm dude and i was cold). take away his record, knuckle tats and slightly ridiculous attitude and he's an awesome dude. but just not like that.