so i went on a date on saturday. and this morning, he told me that i was the best thing to walk into his life in a while. i think it is awesome. but the soon-ness of it scares me a little. next weekend will be my test. we are going to a show that i know the ex is going to. so when the ex sees me with him, i just want to get a reaction. something. if he is happy for me, i know it's over... and anything else throws my whole life into upheaval again. boys are totally my downfall. haha.
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hey, pardon me for jumping in the middle of the story, so I dunno Brian and what your upheavel with that is all
about. But this dude you went on a date with is foul. Being a guy I can say with certainty, his telling about the
walking in to his life is all F&%@#* UP ! And Brian's reaction, whatever it will be, will not change a thing forya.
Yeah, I hearya, girls are my downfall.
but you're right, anything with him shouldn't change a thing with the new guy.