So... A blog on Suicide girls, eh? This is an interesting idea. Never thought that this site would be so largely based around social networking. Then again, stranger things have been known to happen.
... I like these things, it gives you a nice white box where you can just puke out random thoughts, trains of thought, and as a consequence lay everything that's going on in your life in front of you.. Not 100% sure if that's what people look for here, but oh well, it's what I use blogs for, and the best thing about it is that I know only people that are actually interested will bother looking onto the profile to look for it.
So what's there to go on about? Well I'm hella bored atm, it's raining outside (And don't get me wrong, we need the rain,) which is shit. It's cold, there's nothing to do, and even smoking loses fun when you're just lazing around waiting for something interesting to happen. I guess I could spend some more time on the drum kit, I don't get to spend enough time playing it these days... Work and all. The biggest problem is sitting down and learning new stuff, especially when you're out of practice from lack of playing.
I've been building this playlist of 'SongsICreamTo', but the biggest problem with building mix-lists like that is that when you put it on random you tend to want to hear a particular spectrum of your music, and you get shitty when you've listened to about 3 or 4 chilled out songs then suddenly some kick-arse punk comes on. But oh well.
I guess it's times like this I miss having somebody to be close to the most. Just being able to pick up the phone, or jump on MSN or whatever and have somebody there who I can find comfort talking to. It's this amasing thing called being intimate... I miss that most of all about everything, sucks being so emotionally attached to things. And the guys have seen enough of me over the past few days, heh, my mental frame isn't the best at the moment. I tend to follow some of the strangest patterns of thought when I'm hanging out with the guys, I tend up somewhere completely different.
Heh, so this is my first blog on Suicide Girls. Entertaining thought. Didn't see myself having an account more then three weeks ago, let alone posting blogs on it >_<
... I like these things, it gives you a nice white box where you can just puke out random thoughts, trains of thought, and as a consequence lay everything that's going on in your life in front of you.. Not 100% sure if that's what people look for here, but oh well, it's what I use blogs for, and the best thing about it is that I know only people that are actually interested will bother looking onto the profile to look for it.
So what's there to go on about? Well I'm hella bored atm, it's raining outside (And don't get me wrong, we need the rain,) which is shit. It's cold, there's nothing to do, and even smoking loses fun when you're just lazing around waiting for something interesting to happen. I guess I could spend some more time on the drum kit, I don't get to spend enough time playing it these days... Work and all. The biggest problem is sitting down and learning new stuff, especially when you're out of practice from lack of playing.
I've been building this playlist of 'SongsICreamTo', but the biggest problem with building mix-lists like that is that when you put it on random you tend to want to hear a particular spectrum of your music, and you get shitty when you've listened to about 3 or 4 chilled out songs then suddenly some kick-arse punk comes on. But oh well.
I guess it's times like this I miss having somebody to be close to the most. Just being able to pick up the phone, or jump on MSN or whatever and have somebody there who I can find comfort talking to. It's this amasing thing called being intimate... I miss that most of all about everything, sucks being so emotionally attached to things. And the guys have seen enough of me over the past few days, heh, my mental frame isn't the best at the moment. I tend to follow some of the strangest patterns of thought when I'm hanging out with the guys, I tend up somewhere completely different.
Heh, so this is my first blog on Suicide Girls. Entertaining thought. Didn't see myself having an account more then three weeks ago, let alone posting blogs on it >_<
lamore_e_eternal:
Oh my dear A.J I'm always here for you to talk to. I mean we may not be intimate with each other 
but I'm still here if you need me.
but I'm still here if you need me.