You should all go listen to the 2 newThrice song on their website, good stuff. Im sorry if Ive seemed down to alot of people. My non cyber freinds have said the same thing. Its hard to explain. Im just missing something. Im alone. Ive been alone so long, but its only effecting me now. Im a wimp. I feel so stupid all the time. My mind runs 100 miles per hour 24/7. Why cant people accept me for who I am? No, Im not being Nice to you to try to get you to owe me something. Im not being "Fake Nice". Im not gay (not thats anything wrong with that). Im just me. Im diffrent. Girls dont want nice guys I have learned. The better I treat them, the less I have a chance. Friends take me for granite, expect Ill do everything they want for them. I need to get away. I need to find someone to let me be me. I need love. Im sorry for bitching. It doesnt matter.
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DC
wildchild:
Sure it matters. But I do understand where you are coming from and how you feel. I've been there myself. I'm alone too- I think a lot of people are. I have learned over the years that it is okay to be alone and there are a lot of ways too do it well. I consider myself somewhat of an expert. As people, we all want friends. We want people to like us and we want to be accepted. There is nothing wrong with that. I personally have wasted a lot of time trying to impress people, and doing a bunch of stupid things with the hope that people would like me. Now, I understand how little all of that matters- because I like me. Being different can be fucking rad! But only if you let it be that way!