So Onie returned, late last night. For a while I was afraid she wouldn't. I know, I implied maybe I didn't want her to. That was just depressed me talking. I'm too in love with her to push her away. Oh man. I'm talking to B (her B) right now on AIM. Yes, I know him. Pretty well. It's awkward right now. I don't want it to be, but it's how I feel at the moment. I'll get over it.
We talked a lot, Onie and I. Our relationship, our marriage come into doubt for a while. As I processed our discussion and mentally travelled the path that we were headed on, I saw how wrong it was. Altough the alternative is dim to me, I cannot see what it holds, the path that begins with the end of us was very dangerous, very dark, but not in the way that i couldn't see it, dark in the way that it was bad.
Wish I could be more poetic in that right now. It's not coming to me so well at the moment.
Well, Ethan is awake, and I must take him so Onie can sleep some more.
We talked a lot, Onie and I. Our relationship, our marriage come into doubt for a while. As I processed our discussion and mentally travelled the path that we were headed on, I saw how wrong it was. Altough the alternative is dim to me, I cannot see what it holds, the path that begins with the end of us was very dangerous, very dark, but not in the way that i couldn't see it, dark in the way that it was bad.
Wish I could be more poetic in that right now. It's not coming to me so well at the moment.
Well, Ethan is awake, and I must take him so Onie can sleep some more.