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I know this is totally lame, but I haven't updated forever, been too busy trying to enjoy life, so if you are interested in a slight slight view into my mind, check my myspace post...

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And thank you thank you to the kind souls that wished me a happy birthday, it was quite nice. I went to the Spoon show at the...
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How has it been a month since I've updated? Time passes in droves. I've recently been afflicted by a severe case of boredom, no matter what I do. Any suggestions as how to satiate me?

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Been up since 3am. I went to sleep somewhere around 6:30pm Friday because I started feeling real shitty, real weak when I was at work. Figured some rest would help. All that happened is I woke up at 3am, sore, stiff, and with a sore throat. Yay.

And now I'm trying to fill my time until I have to go to work.

Yay....
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So I finally have internet again. I am using one of those stupid "2 months free AOL"... hopefully one day I'll be able to afford DSL again.

Hopefully life will settle down soon. Things have been absolutely insane for Onie and I... for all that may care, we are doing alright at this point, as far as I know. We've got things worked out to...
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Crap, wrote an entry and lost it. Well, I don't care to re-write it. Oh well. And it was pretty good, too!

Well. Here I am. Alive and getting better.

Now i'm completely unmotivated to be all witty and cool. (har har)

Seriously, though. I never thought I could fall in love with the same person twice. But it may be happening to me. I'm...
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Just a quick update... holy.

Things have been INSANE. I suppose that the party will still go on, those of you who may be concerned. I probably won't be there, as I have decided to step back and move out of my own house, let her stay there... i'm going to try to get my own place. But onie needs to work also to help...
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Oh man! So this new girl that I like a lot... she got a little upset because she likes me a lot too and she's not sure how to handle the whole "open relationship" thing. I don't think she's ever been in this type of situation before (an undoubtedly common ailment -- how many of you have either?) so she's not exactly sure what to...
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Whu! So I met this awesome girl. She's totally cute. We hung out after she got off work last night, and we stayed up the rest of the night. I got 1 hour of sleep. But sometimes it's worth it... ya know?

All of y'all can meet her at the ATL open, i'm bringing her as guest... her name is Samiee and she is uber...
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So Onie just left for kickboxing, first time in 6 weeks. I have been feeling a bit odd past the past 4 hours or so. Sometimes I feel physically ill as an indicator of some kind of intuitive sense that I am getting. Like my pyschic energy meter perking up causes me to become naseuos.

What about? About Onie. Something I've always felt about her,...
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OK. So I guess i've been making it harder for her. But it's hard for me too. I get so frustrated. I want her to be happy with me. I don't want her thoughts to always been elsewhere when I'm desperately trying for them to be on me. But desperation is a turn-off! What a dillema. How am I supposed to turn off the feelings...
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