thensepia

On the agenda:

+shower
+dress
+amass christmas presents
+use hot water to thaw my car door open
+wait a half an hour for car to melt ice on windshield because i lost my icescraper during the warmer months
+drive precariously an hour and a half south to my mother's house
+listen to the new handsome boy modeling school album white people the whole way there, on repeat
+make it there in one piece, preferably with my car still intact
+spend the rest of the day reading and getting ignored by my stepfather
+fall asleep around 2 am
+get woken up around 6 when my mom puts her dog on the bed to attack me
+groggily wander into the livingroom
+beg for coffee; refuse to open presents until coffee is in my hand
+open presents
+have monumentally embarassing pictures taken of me in which my hair is staging a revolt against gravity as a by product of sleep
+shower & dress
+spend rest of day being ignored by stepfather
+read; write
+get a guilt trip over dinner about how little I eat because my stomach has shrunk during my hospital stay
+set up the photo printer I got for mom for xmas
+shake my head wryly at my own folly as she prints out the scary, awful pictures she took of me earlier that morning
+miss my father acutely
+drink entire contents of bottle of wine
+get kidnapped by friend Wayne for hot tub use
+sing drunken christmas carols; possibly pass out