I want 5 things.
A cigarette, a woman, a car, a job and an ending for my story so I can make a movie.
A cigarette, a woman, a car, a job and an ending for my story so I can make a movie.
It's hard to believe that so much shit could go wrong in so little time.
As of right now, I'm just over $1000 in debt, much of which must be paid immediately. My last day of work is Friday. I have no car right now and the very best case scenario would cost me just about $500 to fix it. I've got no job set...
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As of right now, I'm just over $1000 in debt, much of which must be paid immediately. My last day of work is Friday. I have no car right now and the very best case scenario would cost me just about $500 to fix it. I've got no job set...
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userunknown:
Dude, that sucks. I'm sorry to hear. Not good. I hate debt. Just when I seem to be gettin' out of it it comes back and bites ya in the ass. Eh. It's just money right? No one will be killing you over it will they? If yes, then I'd worry. Try the mob?
Okay, so my lame feel-better attempt isn't working. I'm sorry.... How about bar jokes?
Two drums and a cymbol fall down some stairs... Buh-Duh-Ting. Yah, okay.... N/M
At least you have us here! And a half pack of cigs in the trash you can always work on for awhile.
Okay, so my lame feel-better attempt isn't working. I'm sorry.... How about bar jokes?
Two drums and a cymbol fall down some stairs... Buh-Duh-Ting. Yah, okay.... N/M
At least you have us here! And a half pack of cigs in the trash you can always work on for awhile.
rowe:
Wow.. well, I guess this is a prime example of "when it rains, it pours".. All you can do is try your best to keep your head dry until the weather slowly clears.. Obviously you can't just sit around and enjoy the water show, you need to "be involved" and get an umbrella, but just remember things can always be worse so try to keep yourself looking towards the rainbow 
Stay tough
Stay tough
So yeah. She had to cancel.
That and talking to my ex (one that lives up in Michigan) about how incredibly horny she always is have put me into a very strange mood today.
Oh, and my car battery is dead. Unfortunately, payday is Friday, and I've got about $10 in my checking account.
So yeah, that bottle of vodka is looking better and better....
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That and talking to my ex (one that lives up in Michigan) about how incredibly horny she always is have put me into a very strange mood today.
Oh, and my car battery is dead. Unfortunately, payday is Friday, and I've got about $10 in my checking account.
So yeah, that bottle of vodka is looking better and better....
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userunknown:
Vodka = Fun. Sorry you can't have any yet.
Sorry it canceled and all. That sucks. I hate when people cancel on me. But . . . it happens right?
Hopefully there are good terms with you and your ex. I know I hate most of mine. Horrible, horrible people they are.
Car batteries die a lot on people I know. What the hell is up with battery makers today?! No one seems to have good luck. Go find a red-top from that spiral cell company. It works well for me. I just don't remember the name right now. Have a good night!
Sorry it canceled and all. That sucks. I hate when people cancel on me. But . . . it happens right?
Hopefully there are good terms with you and your ex. I know I hate most of mine. Horrible, horrible people they are.
Car batteries die a lot on people I know. What the hell is up with battery makers today?! No one seems to have good luck. Go find a red-top from that spiral cell company. It works well for me. I just don't remember the name right now. Have a good night!
crimsonbeauty:
Sorry to hear that babe.
Thanks for the advice, I'm taking it. I plan on hanging out with him and seeing where things go. Hopefully this weekend will give things more definition, but if not, I'm still going to some great parties. Hope you had a good weekend.
Thanks for the advice, I'm taking it. I plan on hanging out with him and seeing where things go. Hopefully this weekend will give things more definition, but if not, I'm still going to some great parties. Hope you had a good weekend.
I'm supposed to meet her at a Hooka bar tonight with a few friends.
As much as I want her, I do know that it's probably best to get over her and just move on. I keep seeing all these other beautiful women out there, but I can't approach them. I can't get the courage to talk to them. Partly because it's just been so...
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As much as I want her, I do know that it's probably best to get over her and just move on. I keep seeing all these other beautiful women out there, but I can't approach them. I can't get the courage to talk to them. Partly because it's just been so...
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david_aames:
Hell yeah! I realize i'm reading this the day after, but pretending its last night: GOOD LUCK MAN! GO GET HER!
There is a reason that I don't get drunk. I love getting just a bit tipsy, and getting plastered is usually a great time. But that in between stage, is the one that I loath. It's then that I transcend "happy drunk" and plow right into sad, sappy drunk.
It's then that I can think of no one else but Samantha. Everyone has a Samantha....
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It's then that I can think of no one else but Samantha. Everyone has a Samantha....
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ignorantprodigy:
Double thanks man! I plan on check out the hot stonerness of Lucy later for sure. After all I need to know what she does with those motherfuckin snakes!
Double thanks man! I plan on check out the hot stonerness of Lucy later for sure. After all I need to know what she does with those motherfuckin snakes!
jae:
well being a therapist.. I have to tell you that life is about timing.. and the main reason that you want her so much is because she is just out of your reach.. believe me.. ask any girl this and they will tell you once they have roped their unicorn.. they want to cut off its horn and set it back into the wild.. why.. merely because we as human beings love the thrill of the chase and get so caught up in ego-bruising rejection that we misplace feelings for people...
Again, if you were a girl.. the saying would be "the best way to get over a man, it to get under another.." scandelous as it may be.. most will agree (not so much in the sex part but to just (like plan-b said) is to get out there and meet new people)...
I will lett you in on a little known psychological phenomenon.. its call the reciprical of like.. basically what it entails is.. i show you that I like you.. and in turn you will like me.. its a beautiful thing.. so.. if you have feeling of like (or lust) towards someone.. then show it and they will in turn reciprocate it... also, the relationship that you have with this girl is a negative one.. its detrimental to your well being.. if she knows you have feelings for her.. and she has a boyfriend but continues to grope, kiss, etc. with you.. then she is doing what I talked about up at the top.. some women are so insecure that they like the feeling of being chased.. the feeling of being wanted.. even if they don't reciprocate the same feelings for that person.. they like the stroke to their ego that is associated with having someone pine for them... if you really want to make her like you.. be a dick.. sounds ass backwards.. sounds foriegn.. but as you said.. her boyfriend is a dick.. and she goes home with him at the end of the day.. cut her off.. be polite when you see her.. but say hi and go about your business.. women want what they can't have.. ALWAYS...
well.. now that I have totally exposed myself as the a traitor to my gender (my god I SO am).. I will digress by saying.. there are plenty of lovely women in the sea.. and you are missing them by honing in all of your attention to this girl.. just as you pine for her in the background I bet there is a girl in your life that you probably dont even realize aches for you the way you ache for samantha.. (god I sound like a cheesy greeting card.. oh well so do the lot of you.. its that kind of moment).. the key is to be aware so that you don't miss out on her by being blinded for someone who doesnt share in your feelings..
the best part of love.. is having someone give it back..
smootches..
Again, if you were a girl.. the saying would be "the best way to get over a man, it to get under another.." scandelous as it may be.. most will agree (not so much in the sex part but to just (like plan-b said) is to get out there and meet new people)...
I will lett you in on a little known psychological phenomenon.. its call the reciprical of like.. basically what it entails is.. i show you that I like you.. and in turn you will like me.. its a beautiful thing.. so.. if you have feeling of like (or lust) towards someone.. then show it and they will in turn reciprocate it... also, the relationship that you have with this girl is a negative one.. its detrimental to your well being.. if she knows you have feelings for her.. and she has a boyfriend but continues to grope, kiss, etc. with you.. then she is doing what I talked about up at the top.. some women are so insecure that they like the feeling of being chased.. the feeling of being wanted.. even if they don't reciprocate the same feelings for that person.. they like the stroke to their ego that is associated with having someone pine for them... if you really want to make her like you.. be a dick.. sounds ass backwards.. sounds foriegn.. but as you said.. her boyfriend is a dick.. and she goes home with him at the end of the day.. cut her off.. be polite when you see her.. but say hi and go about your business.. women want what they can't have.. ALWAYS...
well.. now that I have totally exposed myself as the a traitor to my gender (my god I SO am).. I will digress by saying.. there are plenty of lovely women in the sea.. and you are missing them by honing in all of your attention to this girl.. just as you pine for her in the background I bet there is a girl in your life that you probably dont even realize aches for you the way you ache for samantha.. (god I sound like a cheesy greeting card.. oh well so do the lot of you.. its that kind of moment).. the key is to be aware so that you don't miss out on her by being blinded for someone who doesnt share in your feelings..
the best part of love.. is having someone give it back..
smootches..
Quinne has a new set!
I was just thinking about her a few days ago. She's the reason I joined the site (one of many now though
) and is still my all-time favorite SG. So much so that she surpasses my "Favorite SG" list.
In other news, I was stuck in traffic for 3 hours today getting back from Orientation (I never completed it...
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I was just thinking about her a few days ago. She's the reason I joined the site (one of many now though
) and is still my all-time favorite SG. So much so that she surpasses my "Favorite SG" list.
In other news, I was stuck in traffic for 3 hours today getting back from Orientation (I never completed it...
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paulnikon:
I got the box set of dvd's at WalMart a couple years ago. It was $79 or $89. Most places I see it for $109 or $119.
I knew no one would be smart enough to get it for me.
Maybe you could combine all your Christmas money.
I knew no one would be smart enough to get it for me.
Maybe you could combine all your Christmas money.
crimsonbeauty:
Thanks for the support. My last cigarette will be wednesday night before bed. Good luck to you if you do indeed decide to join me. I think its mostly going to be a mental battle.
So I'm working on a story. They say you write what you know, and so far that's always held true for me. The thing is that I'm writing about the situation I'm in now, so there's no real ending...not yet atleast.
As soon as I come up with something I'll re-write it as a script and start the (incredibly) painstaking process of drawing (horrendous) storyboards...
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As soon as I come up with something I'll re-write it as a script and start the (incredibly) painstaking process of drawing (horrendous) storyboards...
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rowe:
Just don't kill off the main character, ok!??!?!!?! 
crimsonbeauty:
Yeah pot is one of those things that the first time you try it you either won't feel anything or you'll be stoned out of your mind. I wouldn't reccomend it for trips where you want to have and/or possibly remember what happened. Especially not if you plan on drinking as well. Your first time should be somewhere you feel safe and that has good food and a couch you can fall asleep on. Best of luck.
Earlier today I got a phone call from a potential Grad student at work. She was from Ireland and had the sweetest, subtlest little accent. I was completly enthralled by her and went so far as sending e-mails to her and her counselors just to make things easier on her. Something we don't normally do because most students are assholes.
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Anyway, I had to send...
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ignorantprodigy:
Nah he isn't going to die any time soon, and even if he does they will just have him stuffed and cart him around like he is alive....
The Tube is a new music video channel but the name is pretty unimaginative so I am sure you have heard it before. Actually around the same time of MTV there was a channel in the UK called The Tube which was a music video channel but it didn't last to long.
Nah he isn't going to die any time soon, and even if he does they will just have him stuffed and cart him around like he is alive....
The Tube is a new music video channel but the name is pretty unimaginative so I am sure you have heard it before. Actually around the same time of MTV there was a channel in the UK called The Tube which was a music video channel but it didn't last to long.
rainraven:
Sounds like you might need to get out a bit more, you just talked to this girl on the phone fer all ye know she be a size of a great whale with face that seems to be bashed in by the fugly oar. 
A Scanner Darkly or Brave New World...which to read next?
Two very interesting things happened today.
The first was that I just finished reading Watchmen today. The book is amazing. It left me wondering what kind of a man I'd be if I had read that book when I first saw it at a friends house back in high school. How would I feel about the world? About man's place in this universe? I'm still...
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The first was that I just finished reading Watchmen today. The book is amazing. It left me wondering what kind of a man I'd be if I had read that book when I first saw it at a friends house back in high school. How would I feel about the world? About man's place in this universe? I'm still...
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I hope you get AT LEAST four of those ASAP!