So, I'm home. I am kind of on a "medical" leave from work for the past few days. Which is good, 'cause I haaaate my boss, but bad 'cause I like my fellow employees and I miss them. I really want to quit. I hope I get this new job. I have an interview on Saturday, but I also have to work that day. I don't know what to do. The sad things is, I don't want to quit. I like what I do and I love the people I work with...which is rare for me. The company just sucks so much ass and has been dicking me around for the last year. 
Anyhoo, I have just been sitting around going through old junk on the computer. I have been online since I was about 10 years old. I was just thinking about old chatrooms I used to go into with my little brother when we first got the internet. You used to be able to have these HUGE user pics and they could be whatever you wanted. So people would post giant pictures of people having sex or other pornographic material. I was 10....and even then I knew what a great thing the internet would become. I was also thinking about how much I have changed over the past few years. Sometimes, it is hard to tell that you have changed because you really still feel pretty much like you always have. But, going through old writings and pictures on my computer it is easy to see a transformation. I've gone through quite a few "phases" some of which I cringe at now. Thinking "how could I have been into that?" A lot of things I've grown out of, but it seems I always keep a small piece somewhere with me. I guess that is cool, I feel like I am very well rounded because of it. Some of this stuff is just too much though. SO embarrassing! I went though a "goth" phase in my teenage years. I just can't believe the things I wore. Not to offend anyone, because a lot of the things are still very much in style with certain groups. It is just not for me anymore. Big boots and fake hair! Bwahahaha. What a dork I was. I have all these "wish lists" of things I wanted for that certain "look." I am glad I never got any of it. I did however, lust after these custom made pony falls FOREVER. I finally broke down and bought them. I think I wore them one time. I also bought a custom made corset for $250 that I actually still really love and did get a lot of use from. I just don't really dress like that anymore. I don't dress up at all actually. I used to love it, but now I see it as a chore. I won't go anywhere that I have to dress up for. If I can't wear jeans and sneakers then count me out.
I want to know, what are some of the phases you have gone through? Anything that you think "What a dork I was!" about? Do you feel like you have changed much over the years? TELL ME!
Anyhoo, I have just been sitting around going through old junk on the computer. I have been online since I was about 10 years old. I was just thinking about old chatrooms I used to go into with my little brother when we first got the internet. You used to be able to have these HUGE user pics and they could be whatever you wanted. So people would post giant pictures of people having sex or other pornographic material. I was 10....and even then I knew what a great thing the internet would become. I was also thinking about how much I have changed over the past few years. Sometimes, it is hard to tell that you have changed because you really still feel pretty much like you always have. But, going through old writings and pictures on my computer it is easy to see a transformation. I've gone through quite a few "phases" some of which I cringe at now. Thinking "how could I have been into that?" A lot of things I've grown out of, but it seems I always keep a small piece somewhere with me. I guess that is cool, I feel like I am very well rounded because of it. Some of this stuff is just too much though. SO embarrassing! I went though a "goth" phase in my teenage years. I just can't believe the things I wore. Not to offend anyone, because a lot of the things are still very much in style with certain groups. It is just not for me anymore. Big boots and fake hair! Bwahahaha. What a dork I was. I have all these "wish lists" of things I wanted for that certain "look." I am glad I never got any of it. I did however, lust after these custom made pony falls FOREVER. I finally broke down and bought them. I think I wore them one time. I also bought a custom made corset for $250 that I actually still really love and did get a lot of use from. I just don't really dress like that anymore. I don't dress up at all actually. I used to love it, but now I see it as a chore. I won't go anywhere that I have to dress up for. If I can't wear jeans and sneakers then count me out.
I want to know, what are some of the phases you have gone through? Anything that you think "What a dork I was!" about? Do you feel like you have changed much over the years? TELL ME!
prockg:
It's so cool that you have that old stuff to look back on. I was just looking through an old yearbook and in the autograph pages someone had pasted a clipping of a quote of mine from the newspaper. I remember clearly at the time me and all my friends thinking it was really profound and well-articulated. Reading it now it's alright I guess but it really makes me roll my eyes because of how juvenile it sounds. 