thenewpope

I don't want to work tomorrow. It is going to be a long week. I have so much on my mind right now. It might help to write it out, but I am not sure I have the energy.

My sister is supposed to come visit me next week. Kind of short notice. I said I'd pay for her ticket and I kind of forgot it was coming up so close. So, now I have no idea how I am going to do this. She calls me everyday to tell me how happy she is to come out. I feel pretty shitty right now. I don't know how I will tell her she might not be able to come. Plus, I doubt I will be able to get any time off of work. That really sucks to have someone come out and then not get to do anything with them. Having to work is pretty much a damper on everything.

I had a really strange day. I dunno...I just kind of feel strange all around. I did go to the tattoo shop to put down a deposit on my sugar skulls/day of the dead piece for my back. I have no idea why, but when I think about it. I get a kind of sinking feeling in my stomach. Maybe too much anticipation. I have been wanting this for a while. I kind of need to get a tattoo in a place I can see easily. All the stuff I have is in places I need a mirror to see. I need something beautiful and lovely that I can always have to look at anytime I want.

Eh, I am really not happy right now and I don't want to finish this if all I am going to do is whine.