I am having emotional difficulties today. I cried twice before noon....so, I decided it was best to leave work early. Everything is totally getting to me. The dogs keep barking and it makes me want to cry. My neck really hurts and that makes me want to cry too. Some of my co-workers got into an argument and I had to go into the bathroom to cry about it. Plus, I did something wrong on a report and this bitchy woman I work with had to tell me about it in a very condecsending way. I hate being treated like a child. I am smarter than 95% of the people I work with. So, I said fuck it and came home. I really had planned on doing a lot of work today because I had no appointments scheduled, but I just could not deal with the stress. Oh, and to top it all off, I heard that the Director told a bunch of people that they can't afford 5 financial aid workers so unless we stay busy, one of us will be fired. I was the last one hired, so I am pretty sure I would go first. Lucky me.
I need some good thing to happen to me right now, before I completely lose it.
*edit* god dammit, my best friend's grandma just died. she was really awesome. fucking sad.
I need some good thing to happen to me right now, before I completely lose it.
*edit* god dammit, my best friend's grandma just died. she was really awesome. fucking sad.
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Gosh I'm sorry all this stuff is going wrong. You just need to unwind, sounds like you're under too much stress. I'd suggest a long bath and a good book, or sometimes if I just cry a lot and write an angry journal entry it gets out of my system.
I hope you feel better soon.
::hugs::