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I've been AWOL from SG for far too long and I'm kinda bitter about it. Hell, I don't know if or when they last charged me to drowl over these gorgeous ladies last. After my trip to Nicaragua I came back to ABQ kinda lost and empty. I think I need some short term goals or something. Either way, I've been playing Modern Warfare 2...
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flores:
your all caps name was eyecatching.
silvercharmer:
Well, welcome back to the land of blogs and boobs! Maybe some short term goals would be good, but maybe some long term goals would be better...
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ya estoy en nuevo mexico otras vez.
levante esta manana muy seco sin la humido de Nicaragua.
no se como y cuando me voy a regressar.
whatever
cudnovati:
no problem, i hope you find a few movies to practice
daphnee:
winkhola ,
tu es mucho bonito....
me encanta ......
me nombre es Azreale, de new orleans.
(i understand spanish fully, but speak it like a white (italian) girl...(hehe)...but its the effort that counts)
tengo un esposa?
my x husband de corinto, Nicaragua.... he got deported because of some gang (latin kings) shit... and was suppost to be able to come back into this country after 5 years passed....
Last year, as he entered mexico on a double decker type bus, was about to be in Texas, weather was really bad.. it was around christmas and he was on his way here .....
I got a phone call three days after christmas from his madre and she had just been back from identify his body. There was a terrible accident in which he was immediatly killed.

News hit me like a fucking freight train.... I was upset with him on christmas, I thought maybe he was playing games like he used to do and went to fuck some other girl... then when i heard the news, I felt so guilty for even thinking that. I screamed and yelled for days.... I couldn't cry..... I think it took me months to cry and accept the fact that he was gone again, but this time for good... he wasn't in another country, he was dead...

I frequently talked to his mom, because it was too hard for me to accept. How? and why? if there was a God would he let this happen????? So now, almost a year later, I accept the fact that he is gone, I know that he watches down upon me from the heavens above and makes sure nothing happens to me, as if he was here....

Sorry , I just came across your profile on the yoga group , and saw your picture and stars lit up in my eyes, then when i came to your home page and your blog was in spanish, i freaked, and my heart skipped a beat... i know this all sounds so stupid, but i am honest to a fault... you are so beautiful. I would like to speak with you more if it is ok with you.....
love ,
Azrealekiss
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ya me voy al Nicaragua...
si hablas con dios deje que no quiero malaria ni dengue fever.
silvercharmer:
Have a safe trip!
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fucking woke up late to breakfast and was talked into rolling to an apartment complex that a handful of friends are up and making breakfast... ok cool. i went over. fucking worthless bastards aren't any closer to making breakfast than i was when i was laying in bed with my penis in my hand. they're all talking retarded shit taking turns playing halo... and i'm...
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laputaria:
Smash 'em up!!!
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SuicideGirls is now following me on Twitter... wana follow? elMarcos
went to the range yesterday to hit a few balls... i sucked with the new swing but am still optimistic about a positive outcome from what i'm trying.
i'm heading home to work on my mustang project tonight as long as i don't get called in to work a double.
my heart is torn between...
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silvercharmer:
I got over the addiction to Mobsters long long ago... I have like billions but I don't do anything with it...
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decided to give this place some coin...
so yeah, i'm back for another year...
don't get too excited
wink

btw: if you twitter and you need someone else to follow: ElMarcos
flores:
Your hometown is Las Vegas?
I feel your pain.
silvercharmer:
Welcome back!
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13 days not smoking... but i'm still dipping... working too much but i'm trying not to be such a consumer and i'm starting to workout again. shit is good in my neighborhood people.
silvercharmer:
I had to quit smoking for good because of a lung thing. Glad to hear things are going well for you down yonder!
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Damm I hate coming home sometimes... Nothing to do when work is done. No one to talk to unless my friends are single. The guilty feeling that my mom hates my drinking habits because that is where I have found my comfort when I come home. Yesterday after breakfast with the guys Leo and I cruised his caddy around town afterwhich I walked shop to...
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i've been doing something physically productive for about a week straight whether it's something as simple as riding my bike to the library a block away to steal some internet or if its a muscle group specific workout. i'm still doing alittle yoga everyday but my back hasn't been feeling bueno so i cut the golf and the intense yogi sessions. hell, i even had...
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silvercharmer:
I've been reading this book called Eat Pray Love by Elizabeth Gilbert and it seriously makes me want to start taking on yoga and mediation in a very serious way. Your journal totally reminded me of this.
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I took a week off of work and partied it away with my friends and family back in v-town. The big deal that drew me home for a week was my cousin's wedding but its not like I didn't need the time off since I was putting in 96 hour time sheets for the last two months. Still looking for a roommate, being a yogi,...
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silvercharmer:
What's V-town? Congrats on your cousin's wedding. That can certainly be fun.