been pussing out lately when is comes to talking to girls. a ridiculously cute barista runs through my head every little while screwing up my mojo and i barely know her name. FUCK!
anyway, school sucks and i get the results from the first exam on friday hoepfully and then we have another on monday but i have to pull a morning clinical phlebotomy rotation on saturday. poor fuckers. HA!
the workouts have been going great and i've been jamming the protein down my throat all day. i fucking hate being this small... i don't give a fuck if i'm carrying <8% bodyfat or look like i'm nearing 190. i need my fucking scale to say it loud. [200+ lbs, goal achieved motherfucker!]
and i decided on the 15" macbook pro. i like having new shiny toys that provide a front for productivity that leads my family to shut the fuck up cause i'm "busy doing something important" on my computer.
anyway, school sucks and i get the results from the first exam on friday hoepfully and then we have another on monday but i have to pull a morning clinical phlebotomy rotation on saturday. poor fuckers. HA!
the workouts have been going great and i've been jamming the protein down my throat all day. i fucking hate being this small... i don't give a fuck if i'm carrying <8% bodyfat or look like i'm nearing 190. i need my fucking scale to say it loud. [200+ lbs, goal achieved motherfucker!]
and i decided on the 15" macbook pro. i like having new shiny toys that provide a front for productivity that leads my family to shut the fuck up cause i'm "busy doing something important" on my computer.