Busy as hell.
At that stage where each day is over before you realise and every free moment is spent planning shit that doesn't appear to matter in the end.
Between all my legal obligations and bills, there's work, and I try throw in some sleep and eating. Then my hobbies and gym which I start to see as half a chore.
Life is becoming very routine and it's not fun. I find spending ridiculous amounts of money helps temporarily. I am thinking about getting myself another car, for example.
I just got my Brown Belt in Karate so I'm progressing ok, been working at it for nearly 4 years now.
But it seems sad that I almost have to validate my achievements to a website just to feel like I am not just wasting space.
It comes down to not what you believe and do, but WHY you do it. WHY do people spend so much time on something we see as useless? Or not spend time on useful things? What is useful in the scheme of things?
Is it worth living by a set of rules and morality for 70ish years for a chance of eternal life, or do you just enjoy this shit considering it might be all you have.
People's answers to this stuff interests me. I think any chance of cracking the code of life, would be best found by speaking to every person on the planet and making some hybrid fusion of all the opinions and values.
Going to be a busy few weeks, I think it'll start to highlight what parts of my life are worth cultivating, and what things I am mindlessly dragging through broken glass.
Anyway that's enough about me, shit is both wonderful and also can suck bags of dicks. Your opinions are welcome here.
At that stage where each day is over before you realise and every free moment is spent planning shit that doesn't appear to matter in the end.
Between all my legal obligations and bills, there's work, and I try throw in some sleep and eating. Then my hobbies and gym which I start to see as half a chore.
Life is becoming very routine and it's not fun. I find spending ridiculous amounts of money helps temporarily. I am thinking about getting myself another car, for example.
I just got my Brown Belt in Karate so I'm progressing ok, been working at it for nearly 4 years now.
But it seems sad that I almost have to validate my achievements to a website just to feel like I am not just wasting space.
It comes down to not what you believe and do, but WHY you do it. WHY do people spend so much time on something we see as useless? Or not spend time on useful things? What is useful in the scheme of things?
Is it worth living by a set of rules and morality for 70ish years for a chance of eternal life, or do you just enjoy this shit considering it might be all you have.
People's answers to this stuff interests me. I think any chance of cracking the code of life, would be best found by speaking to every person on the planet and making some hybrid fusion of all the opinions and values.
Going to be a busy few weeks, I think it'll start to highlight what parts of my life are worth cultivating, and what things I am mindlessly dragging through broken glass.
Anyway that's enough about me, shit is both wonderful and also can suck bags of dicks. Your opinions are welcome here.